Wednesday, October 3, 2007
freakin chemistry paper today was bloody tough! darn it!!it was like 1000000000000000 times tougher than past year papers! Wat ThE.
Mole Concept - the topic im best at, only had a few questions summing up to no more than 20 marks? and MrChew told us if i we duno mole, half our paper's gone.
Lesson learnt: do not trust your teachers!
i just learnt it the painful way.
well, the most i can hope for is a B3 now.
纳闷啊！
现在一天怎么好想不止24小时了啊……真是度日如年。
现在唯一值得庆幸的就是《不能说的秘密》让我背下来了。
但其实练会了这么简单的歌也不足挂齿。要我爸说呀，就是“半桶水叮噹响！”
咳……觉得好自卑，好差劲呀。
救救我
好吗？
Labels: chemistry, depression, exam
Wang c0nfEssEd at
1:26 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
A random new day started offBlue morning was first
Calcium was wat i took
Damn, it made me worse.
Eating a piece of bread
Feeling a sense of dread
Going to school now wud actually make me...
Happy
Increasing desperation
Just causes depression
Koz...i duno why
LoL
Men are gifted with the ability to think.
N with that, a variety of emotions
Of them all, half r negative
Point of information - "emo" is negative
Quit button is unavailable
Reason: you'll nida wait for nxt life
Supposedly...
There is one option:
Uhh. hasten the process of reaching ur nxt life!
Valid, but not cool.
Wang wont ever consider it
Xenophobia - a word from Olivier
Yes, it's a nice replacement for Antisocial
I dun wanna reach the end.
alone.
yet.
Labels: alphabets, blue, depression
Wang c0nfEssEd at
9:52 AM
normally at this time, i wud feel like doing something fun and exciting. like going out to do some investigation, or catch some bugs. or maybe jus chat with a fren. i love chats with frenz. as in...sit down n do nothing else but chat. or maybe with a snack or two. it's only in this time of the night when one can truly hear wat another is trying to say, and feel the emotions and any unspoken message that was meant to be carried across.
this reminds me....in the last bit of my pri sch days...there was this camp which we went for. me n some of my frenz went around the campsite, and settled down in a dark spot where we could chat without the teachers noticing. ghost stories, scandal gossips, game discussions... it was great! and after that me n my best friend went back to the hall where we slept. we were under this gigantic fan, which was super noisy. he was a bubbly guy who totally couldnt control his excitement...and stayed awake the whole night. perhaps, it was the fan that kept us awake, but it also isolated us from the other miscellaneous noises.
now i wonder, how did we manage to find topics for the whole night? hmm!
but anyways, back to the point. now im not feeling "high/low" now.
it's "low".
is this stress? pple like me hardly get this kind of mood u know...well, let's just say i'm jus feeling down. im starting to miss taking the bus home with weijie. ><
Labels: depression, night, stress
Wang c0nfEssEd at
1:14 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
i escaped Post-MAF Depression(PMD). but now im having PAD? or perhaps, actually I was down once i met up with willie and the others. i duno why but anything related to MAF puts me down. weird right...oh wells. and then the AAR also so boring one. it's like an normal meeting jus that it's twice as boring! seriously! or maybe it was cos i din participate in any discussion or wateva.did a bit of my IHC homework and geog mugging.
oops i jus realized i left those there! under the table! loL. oh wells. geog nvm...ihc essay. er...okay la redo lor. no nid too much effort...and hope i can find the worksheet in the IVLE! haha. im so forgetful...xD so shud be no problem la... but then... i duno wat that room is used for... later some other pple go and use...and see my stuff...
i bet they will be OMGWTFLOL@#$(@*#^$
hci worksheet in my school! hm. i think it'll be interesting...xD at least i din leave everything there...i've still got my pencil box and calculator! hehes. and i think i'll have nothing to do with the raffles family in a short period? just like i used to be. hahas.
wow. i just had some fun talking abt wat'll happen when ppl find my worksheets. hah. but anyways...im suddenly down again. it just feels so special today...dun feel like opening my mouth at all. but typing is okay la.
and uh...1st thing i noticed when i stepped inside RGS campus was.
A Piano!
haha i find it extremely cool to have a piano for students to play in a school...just like in my pri sch. haha! i enjoyed it..but it was long ago. 2.75 years in exact.
and wat more. a girl was playing
Secret OST songs:
isn't that cool or wat! n i was so tempted to play the 3rd hand for her loL. sighs...so hard to find ppl to play that song with me... if only HCI got piano la. then it'll be much easier.
oh wells. i'll just hav to look forward to the end of EOYs...then co resume and then i can play it with justin and victor. then also...looking forward to SHENG outing!
whee!
shud i go for the maf OT outing?
Labels: AAR, depression
Wang c0nfEssEd at
8:19 PM