Monday, September 24, 2007
One reason I always ignore my Math homework is. My friggin ParentsHere's what i mean...
Time: 4.15pm
You do a Mathematics worksheet.
You find a problem you can't solve.
You desperately needs advice.
You only have your parents.
You go to them.
You let them have a look.
You ask them about the last part of the question which you dun understand.
Time: 4.45pm
They say it's so easy.
They asked for pencil and paper and eraser.
They let you wait because they wanna watch tv first.
They do the first few parts with quite some effort.
They come to you to tell you it's so simple.
They speak in the "you suck" tone.
They, finally, reach the part you don't understand and asks you what you asked them.
Time: 8.10pm (10min ago)
Finally done!
Discussion between themselves about how "easy" it was.
It's worth cheering, to them.
Gave me the answer...
"I don't understand"
They: *Read out the answer.* (which I just did)
"I don't understand"
They: "Like this."
They: "Like that."
They: "Can Already La!"
worst of all. i hate the "why-cant-you-get-it-stupid-boy" look.
Mz.AngCC rocks~
Psst: it's a little bit exaggerated.
Wang c0nfEssEd at
8:13 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
okay it's 1.15am now. im getting the old late-night-high/low feeling again. (feel high and low at the same time)normally at this time, i wud feel like doing something fun and exciting. like going out to do some investigation, or catch some bugs. or maybe jus chat with a fren. i love chats with frenz. as in...sit down n do nothing else but chat. or maybe with a snack or two. it's only in this time of the night when one can truly hear wat another is trying to say, and feel the emotions and any unspoken message that was meant to be carried across.
this reminds me....in the last bit of my pri sch days...there was this camp which we went for. me n some of my frenz went around the campsite, and settled down in a dark spot where we could chat without the teachers noticing. ghost stories, scandal gossips, game discussions... it was great! and after that me n my best friend went back to the hall where we slept. we were under this gigantic fan, which was super noisy. he was a bubbly guy who totally couldnt control his excitement...and stayed awake the whole night. perhaps, it was the fan that kept us awake, but it also isolated us from the other miscellaneous noises.
now i wonder, how did we manage to find topics for the whole night? hmm!
but anyways, back to the point. now im not feeling "high/low" now.
it's "low".
is this stress? pple like me hardly get this kind of mood u know...well, let's just say i'm jus feeling down. im starting to miss taking the bus home with weijie. ><
Labels: depression, night, stress
Wang c0nfEssEd at
1:14 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
I feel the stress everywhere now.I see it on MSN, at home, on Battle.net, on the bus and of course, in the classroom.
I hear this strange quietness,
Nobody has the mood or energy to talk anymore.
I so hope that November arrives quickly, so that all these things will be over.
I just remembered the SMRP oral defense scheduled early next month.
I am scared.
I flunked the project.
I did not do much at all.
I have nothing to defend.
I am dead meat, for
I will get low marks for Mathematics next year
I MusT study and pray but not play.
I am tired.
Can I stop?
Wang c0nfEssEd at
6:23 PM