Friday, September 21, 2007
i escaped Post-MAF Depression(PMD). but now im having PAD? or perhaps, actually I was down once i met up with willie and the others. i duno why but anything related to MAF puts me down. weird right...oh wells. and then the AAR also so boring one. it's like an normal meeting jus that it's twice as boring! seriously! or maybe it was cos i din participate in any discussion or wateva.did a bit of my IHC homework and geog mugging.
oops i jus realized i left those there! under the table! loL. oh wells. geog nvm...ihc essay. er...okay la redo lor. no nid too much effort...and hope i can find the worksheet in the IVLE! haha. im so forgetful...xD so shud be no problem la... but then... i duno wat that room is used for... later some other pple go and use...and see my stuff...
i bet they will be OMGWTFLOL@#$(@*#^$
hci worksheet in my school! hm. i think it'll be interesting...xD at least i din leave everything there...i've still got my pencil box and calculator! hehes. and i think i'll have nothing to do with the raffles family in a short period? just like i used to be. hahas.
wow. i just had some fun talking abt wat'll happen when ppl find my worksheets. hah. but anyways...im suddenly down again. it just feels so special today...dun feel like opening my mouth at all. but typing is okay la.
and uh...1st thing i noticed when i stepped inside RGS campus was.
A Piano!
haha i find it extremely cool to have a piano for students to play in a school...just like in my pri sch. haha! i enjoyed it..but it was long ago. 2.75 years in exact.
and wat more. a girl was playing
Secret OST songs:
isn't that cool or wat! n i was so tempted to play the 3rd hand for her loL. sighs...so hard to find ppl to play that song with me... if only HCI got piano la. then it'll be much easier.
oh wells. i'll just hav to look forward to the end of EOYs...then co resume and then i can play it with justin and victor. then also...looking forward to SHENG outing!
whee!
shud i go for the maf OT outing?
Labels: AAR, depression
Wang c0nfEssEd at
8:19 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
new font color! hope this fits the background. hehe.
I wonder if they are going to inform us about the time and venue of AAR. Maybe, they expect us to find out ourselves? If nobody tells me, if somebody else decides to skip the session, maybe I'll skip it too. I don't quite like the idea of going to RGS in my HCI school uniform, after school. Perhaps, the venue is changed, then I shall go.
Anyways, I've decided not to modify my previous post, because if I do, it defeats the purpose already. The name list is supposed to be random to there would be the element of surprise. So, I just left it as it is. But, if anybody, who reads this, wants me to change any part of it with a valid reason, I'll do it right away.
So today was supposed to be my piano lesson, but my teacher gave me a call and told me she couldn't make it. So it had to be changed to Saturday or Sunday. I just hope that AAR is not postponed to Saturday! If it is, I have to call my teacher again, I think it is not very nice.
The songs from Secret are great. Easy and soothing. I can put in my emotions while playing 立可白 I/II easily. I think it is probably because I watched the movie a few times and so I can understand the notes quite well, as compared to the other Romantic songs my piano teacher taught me. Or perhaps, the reason I couldn't express those songs well is that I am not mature enough? Sometimes, I have this weird confused feeling, playing those songs even if I had practiced the songs quite thoroughly. Maybe this is what my teacher meant by “比较深奥，你恐怕还不能理解”. Maybe, there are things that really comes only with age. But I am not an expert anyway.
omg, enough of proper writing. there's a chemistry test tmr...so i better go and study now. n i'll log on msn at 9pm! yea! i must persevere. yea.
Wang c0nfEssEd at
7:01 PM