Sunday, September 30, 2007
Chinese Exam Paper 1 Tomorrow!So it's finally here.
*Prays*
ps. another vid up
Wang c0nfEssEd at
10:29 PM
Friday, September 28, 2007
Well. 2 more days to the start of the end.i feel so dead. >.<
dun feel like typing much.
oh wells. anw, i uploaded a new video... quality wasnt very good cos i took it by myself. n my parents were talking somewhere.
n er...i'll probably post some more soon. stay tuned!
Wang c0nfEssEd at
10:28 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
well. first thing in the morning. cats and dogs fell from the skies, luckily after i boarded the bus though. was it my drowsiness or the emoness, that cut off the sense of touch from my nervous system. air-con shooting me, no fattie nxt to me, no jacket. but no chill at all! oh. n saw xingzhi again.hmm. next thing. discussed abt MCR and other bands/singers with frenz. and they suggested a great replacement for "emo" to describe MCR. "screamo" seriously some songs are really just screaming. bt then, i think the way "Welcome To The Black Parade" was screamed out was quite interesting. i thought there was this desperation, to express, their depression, in all the screaming. and also in the MV, the starting was totally cool. the tv and operation room and all...
anws.. sometimes, it. is. good. to voice out ur feelings. LOUD.
after that, math lesson we were doing revision paper half way and the teacher came to tell me my ace sux. n i duno wat to do. it's beyond salvation. n then i went back to work and felt bad. so i just sang any song that i cud think of and
"when i was a young boy. my father once told me.....
of the broken, the beaten and the DAMNED"
i always stressed that last word. haha. for no particular reason.
im starting to luv the song. the lyrics rock.
hmm...revising the day's activities, it's not so bad after all. but i duno why i've been so down for the whole day. jus got cheered up by victor's comments though. saying im not MSN-dependent... meaning im the same online and in person. haha. nothing too interesting but it's a great to hear.
really!
hmm. nxt post i'll probably post a video. =P
Wang c0nfEssEd at
9:11 PM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
4 days left to examswell, I seriously do not feel the urge to mug yet. noooo ><
dead meat.
boo!
2 wks since i got the score.
and, I can play Secret to sound like Secret! wheee =]
a bit more.
yay!
20+ posts only.
but, I'm alrdy feeling tired of posting. sighsss T_T
nida continue.
boo!
9 marks added.
soo, I got nearly A1 for chinese compo. heeeee xD
great news. (to me)
yay!
4pm tmr piano lesson
wth, I told her most likely can't make it. then she told me to sms her last minute arrgghh :@
needa practice.
boo!
30min ago received news.
dat, My worksheets are found. phewww =x
finally it's over.
yay!
>3 pple found this page.
hmm, I don't know whether i should be happy or sad. zzz o.o
oh wells.
boo! yay!
Labels: random
Wang c0nfEssEd at
6:03 PM
Monday, September 24, 2007
One reason I always ignore my Math homework is. My friggin ParentsHere's what i mean...
Time: 4.15pm
You do a Mathematics worksheet.
You find a problem you can't solve.
You desperately needs advice.
You only have your parents.
You go to them.
You let them have a look.
You ask them about the last part of the question which you dun understand.
Time: 4.45pm
They say it's so easy.
They asked for pencil and paper and eraser.
They let you wait because they wanna watch tv first.
They do the first few parts with quite some effort.
They come to you to tell you it's so simple.
They speak in the "you suck" tone.
They, finally, reach the part you don't understand and asks you what you asked them.
Time: 8.10pm (10min ago)
Finally done!
Discussion between themselves about how "easy" it was.
It's worth cheering, to them.
Gave me the answer...
"I don't understand"
They: *Read out the answer.* (which I just did)
"I don't understand"
They: "Like this."
They: "Like that."
They: "Can Already La!"
worst of all. i hate the "why-cant-you-get-it-stupid-boy" look.
Mz.AngCC rocks~
Psst: it's a little bit exaggerated.
Wang c0nfEssEd at
8:13 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
~ MUSCLES ~ & - Strength -
yea! i need more of them! desperately. for nxt yr's
National All-round Physical Fitness Assessment (NAPFA)
cud get A for inclined up this year but for chin up nxt year. i have 0 confidence. though i did 1 for the pre-test last PE lesson...i think i shud still train up! and I must still eat more.
so. yesterday I went to some open area in my neighbourhood to play badminton with mom. and then nxt to it, i realized there are some nice equipments to train the whole body! so near my house and i din realize. hmm. im not roaming my neighbourhood enough. so my mom promise to remind me often to go and exercise. hehe.
then er...hopefully nxt time chin-up test i'll pwn my frenz. hehe.
Change of Music Taste! Ever since i tried Switch foot, I've been thinking of listening to more English songs. n ppl always ask me to try them too.
so. yea.
My Chemical Romance.
kinda cool. it's impossible to sing along with their songs. but i like it. i wont be straining my voice to reach the high notes anymore...wasting my energy away! hehe. n i like the lyrics of some of the songs too. okay from now on. i'll keep asking around for more english songs and maybe..
just maybe..
my English will improve! LoL!
hmm. wow. i post a lot. much more than others. haha. well. lez jus say i have soooo much to say and write down.
n wow im kinda happy today.
Wang c0nfEssEd at
6:55 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
| You Are 72% Shy |
 You are a very shy person, and it has started to impact your life in a negative way. If you can avoid human contact, you usually do. And as a result, you miss out on a lot. |
Wang c0nfEssEd at
11:24 PM
<<不能说的秘密>>女主角 - 桂纶镁
hm... not really a pretty looking star. she's got the looks of an ordinary person.. and sometimes when she "cries", her face look old and wrinkled. the pic above is the best i could find.
ordinary person doing extraordinary things.
her acting in the movie was superb. or maybe bcoz her role was just like her own personality.
blog reopened!
Wang c0nfEssEd at
5:12 PM
Blue morning was first
Calcium was wat i took
Damn, it made me worse.
Eating a piece of bread
Feeling a sense of dread
Going to school now wud actually make me...
Happy
Increasing desperation
Just causes depression
Koz...i duno why
LoL
Men are gifted with the ability to think.
N with that, a variety of emotions
Of them all, half r negative
Point of information - "emo" is negative
Quit button is unavailable
Reason: you'll nida wait for nxt life
Supposedly...
There is one option:
Uhh. hasten the process of reaching ur nxt life!
Valid, but not cool.
Wang wont ever consider it
Xenophobia - a word from Olivier
Yes, it's a nice replacement for Antisocial
I dun wanna reach the end.
alone.
yet.
Labels: alphabets, blue, depression
Wang c0nfEssEd at
9:52 AM
normally at this time, i wud feel like doing something fun and exciting. like going out to do some investigation, or catch some bugs. or maybe jus chat with a fren. i love chats with frenz. as in...sit down n do nothing else but chat. or maybe with a snack or two. it's only in this time of the night when one can truly hear wat another is trying to say, and feel the emotions and any unspoken message that was meant to be carried across.
this reminds me....in the last bit of my pri sch days...there was this camp which we went for. me n some of my frenz went around the campsite, and settled down in a dark spot where we could chat without the teachers noticing. ghost stories, scandal gossips, game discussions... it was great! and after that me n my best friend went back to the hall where we slept. we were under this gigantic fan, which was super noisy. he was a bubbly guy who totally couldnt control his excitement...and stayed awake the whole night. perhaps, it was the fan that kept us awake, but it also isolated us from the other miscellaneous noises.
now i wonder, how did we manage to find topics for the whole night? hmm!
but anyways, back to the point. now im not feeling "high/low" now.
it's "low".
is this stress? pple like me hardly get this kind of mood u know...well, let's just say i'm jus feeling down. im starting to miss taking the bus home with weijie. ><
Labels: depression, night, stress
Wang c0nfEssEd at
1:14 AM
Friday, September 21, 2007
i escaped Post-MAF Depression(PMD). but now im having PAD? or perhaps, actually I was down once i met up with willie and the others. i duno why but anything related to MAF puts me down. weird right...oh wells. and then the AAR also so boring one. it's like an normal meeting jus that it's twice as boring! seriously! or maybe it was cos i din participate in any discussion or wateva.did a bit of my IHC homework and geog mugging.
oops i jus realized i left those there! under the table! loL. oh wells. geog nvm...ihc essay. er...okay la redo lor. no nid too much effort...and hope i can find the worksheet in the IVLE! haha. im so forgetful...xD so shud be no problem la... but then... i duno wat that room is used for... later some other pple go and use...and see my stuff...
i bet they will be OMGWTFLOL@#$(@*#^$
hci worksheet in my school! hm. i think it'll be interesting...xD at least i din leave everything there...i've still got my pencil box and calculator! hehes. and i think i'll have nothing to do with the raffles family in a short period? just like i used to be. hahas.
wow. i just had some fun talking abt wat'll happen when ppl find my worksheets. hah. but anyways...im suddenly down again. it just feels so special today...dun feel like opening my mouth at all. but typing is okay la.
and uh...1st thing i noticed when i stepped inside RGS campus was.
A Piano!
haha i find it extremely cool to have a piano for students to play in a school...just like in my pri sch. haha! i enjoyed it..but it was long ago. 2.75 years in exact.
and wat more. a girl was playing
Secret OST songs:
isn't that cool or wat! n i was so tempted to play the 3rd hand for her loL. sighs...so hard to find ppl to play that song with me... if only HCI got piano la. then it'll be much easier.
oh wells. i'll just hav to look forward to the end of EOYs...then co resume and then i can play it with justin and victor. then also...looking forward to SHENG outing!
whee!
shud i go for the maf OT outing?
Labels: AAR, depression
Wang c0nfEssEd at
8:19 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
new font color! hope this fits the background. hehe.
I wonder if they are going to inform us about the time and venue of AAR. Maybe, they expect us to find out ourselves? If nobody tells me, if somebody else decides to skip the session, maybe I'll skip it too. I don't quite like the idea of going to RGS in my HCI school uniform, after school. Perhaps, the venue is changed, then I shall go.
Anyways, I've decided not to modify my previous post, because if I do, it defeats the purpose already. The name list is supposed to be random to there would be the element of surprise. So, I just left it as it is. But, if anybody, who reads this, wants me to change any part of it with a valid reason, I'll do it right away.
So today was supposed to be my piano lesson, but my teacher gave me a call and told me she couldn't make it. So it had to be changed to Saturday or Sunday. I just hope that AAR is not postponed to Saturday! If it is, I have to call my teacher again, I think it is not very nice.
The songs from Secret are great. Easy and soothing. I can put in my emotions while playing 立可白 I/II easily. I think it is probably because I watched the movie a few times and so I can understand the notes quite well, as compared to the other Romantic songs my piano teacher taught me. Or perhaps, the reason I couldn't express those songs well is that I am not mature enough? Sometimes, I have this weird confused feeling, playing those songs even if I had practiced the songs quite thoroughly. Maybe this is what my teacher meant by “比较深奥，你恐怕还不能理解”. Maybe, there are things that really comes only with age. But I am not an expert anyway.
omg, enough of proper writing. there's a chemistry test tmr...so i better go and study now. n i'll log on msn at 9pm! yea! i must persevere. yea.
Wang c0nfEssEd at
7:01 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
aiyo. do this for fun la. especially the second part with all the names..hehe1. the person who tagged you is:
justin
2. the relation w him/her is:
nice senior
3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
(a) always look cheerful on the outside
(b) quite motivational talking style
(c) listens to large variety of songs
(d) good at "code-switching" (it's a must..eh?)
(e) cool
4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
too many? yea..n my memory sux. u know. most recent wud be...handphone hanger~ see it everyday lol
5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you:
lots of meaningful stuff but...sian cant quite rmbr. my mind is in a mess now><
6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
sian NA la
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
aiyo. if REALLY happen..ee.. then he must tell me more things that i duno! haha~
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
try to find out wats wrong?
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
impossible la actually
10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
giv him answer sheets to all the upcoming exams
11. your overall impression of him/her is:
good chairman/kind senior/gd fren
12. how you think people around you will feel about you:
worry too much? pessimistic?
13. the characteristic you love about yourself is:
normal person. no extreme characteristics
14. the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
dun like to talk
15. the most ideal person you want to be is:
harry potter!
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them:
you're great.
17.
List down any 11 names
(this part i'll jus randomly come up with names la..)
1) victor
2) justin
3) esther
4) youjun
5) valerie
6) sitong
7) willie
8) jass!
9) dewei
10) jingying
11) xining. hehe. number 11 de. i so kind to u. xD heh
who is no.6[sitong] having a relationship with?
her books? seems to be a mugger to me
Is no.9[dewei] a male or female?
male
If no.7[willie] and 10[jingying] are together, will it be a good thing?
i dun think they know each other la. but if they do... gd for them. a bit funny. lol
What is no.2[vivien] studying?
his sec 4 syllabus...?
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[esther]?
minutes ago? or actually now
What kind of music does no.8[jass!] like?
hmm. emo music? lol sent me so many Switchfoot songs...n they sound emo to me
Does no.1[victor] have any siblings?
yea 1 sis. i think
Will you woo no.3[esther]?
most probably not la...dun even think will meet again.
lol. so unlucky. u're one of the few who reads this only leh. lol
edit: see first. LOL. sighs..lame question la..
How about no.7[willie]?
loL. yea sure. gay. loL. but i think he belongs to no.8 laa...
Is no.4 single[youjun]?
watches undesirable stuff...so shud be unattached
What's the surname of no.5[valerie]?
valerie teo min yi - xD
What's the hobby of no.4[youjun]?
watch undesirable stuff..haha jk la. rubik's cube and math lor..
Do no.5[valerie] and 9[dewei] get along well?
should be okay la. but not sure...
Where is no.2[justin] studying at?
hci. dots not fun
Say something casual about no.1[victor]
future movie star!
Have you tried developing feelings for no.8[jass!]?
wa lao. i wont betray my gd fren willie...lol
Where does no.9[dewei] live?
takes bus at ny side when he go home but duno whr he live
What colour does no.4[youjun] like?
red - not sure leh. his nick is this color
Are no.5[valerie] and 1[victor] best friends?
not "best friends" la duh.. jus frenz maybe
Does no.7[willie] like no.2[justin]?
uhh. maybe? u nvr know wats going on in willie's mind these days
(if only i put no.7 as vianne and no.2 as dewei la!)
How did you get to know no.2[justin]?
Chinese Orchestra<3
Does no.1[victor] have any pets?
i tink dun hav..nt sure
Is no.7[willie] the sexiest person in the world?
uhh. dun think so. no.9 more sexy la. n shuai. n muscular. n poser. n duck-like. okay no more
oh wells. guess im quite unlucky la hor. but it's fun^_^ hahaha. gd stress reliever. haha whee
Labels: quiz
Wang c0nfEssEd at
10:28 PM
I see it on MSN, at home, on Battle.net, on the bus and of course, in the classroom.
I hear this strange quietness,
Nobody has the mood or energy to talk anymore.
I so hope that November arrives quickly, so that all these things will be over.
I just remembered the SMRP oral defense scheduled early next month.
I am scared.
I flunked the project.
I did not do much at all.
I have nothing to defend.
I am dead meat, for
I will get low marks for Mathematics next year
I MusT study and pray but not play.
I am tired.
Can I stop?
Wang c0nfEssEd at
6:23 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
i've fallen in love with pieces of paperi tried justin's favourite song. 小雨写立可白 I & II
omg it's soooo nice. and of course easy~ haha cos i cant play it quite nicely alrdy.
i practiced those songs for a few hours yesterday. i couldnt stop! and well i needed to when time was running out.. and yea back to work.
today was fine.. just that the chinese paper was piece of crap. n im not saying that it's too tough or anything. it's just crap! it's not like some secondary school piece of work at all. the passages given for the comprehension was like some primary school kid composition. the kind which u write about something that happened and u end with a reflection. lame story...totally! and the questions were crap too. all the questions were either direct or common sense questions. maybe i'll upload a pic of it when i get it back. and uhh. 1 person wrote the 2 chinese poems wrongly...as in... we were given the title of the poems then we had to write the whole thing down. then he wrote poem 1 under poem 2 title and poem 2 under poem 1 title. I wOndEr.. if he's gonna pass... since he got 1/50 for a chinese spelling test...he just might get 1/100 for this class test? it's possible. really.
this new chinese teacher came from some neighbourhood sch sooo...er maybe she duno wat kind of questions to set bah. i hope after this compre she realizes that those questions are not really suitable for us... especially for those good in chinese.
and oh my god. AAR is really on Friday! !*&@^#%*&@!^%#!@&*^#$
i'll be wearing school uniform...n present myself as a nerd...hm. maybe i shud purposely do it. then the girls will be a bit stunned? hehe. n then it's in rgs somemore... i nvr go there b4 sia. i wanted to go their school and see last time for the comm meeting but i couldnt make it. now this time i can make it but i dun wanna go! not in my school uniform!! sighs.. i'll just hope for the best... and then i nida rmbr to call dewei shuaiduck. n let vianne see how he reacts...haha! talking abt this i suddenly feel like talking to dewei again. it's suddenly been soooo interesting to talk to dewei. n i realized zhikan is quite sociable too. loL. was tell me how many girls smsed him happy birthday ytd. haha! lucky him to hav bday after maf. lol.
ps. esther: i just restarted posting mah... u can see after my last post in August...there was a long long break. n i duno if i can keep blogging for long. exams coming...so probably no time le. hmm. wonder if u're gonna see this. loL
Wang c0nfEssEd at
3:04 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
"This blog has been locked by Blogger's spam-prevention robots. You will not be able to publish your posts, but you will be able to save them as drafts."indeed. are all the stuff that come out of me..."spam" is it? of course...it is quite ridiculous... marking this thing as spam... but oh wells. suddenly make me think of how crappy i am.
all i can do is spam.
yay! it's called zi4 niao3. lols. i nvr do it b4..cos i always plan out wat i say properly before saying it.. haha. n that jus points out another of my problems - thinking too much
mass game 2 masters for maf all know i worry a lot. loL. but seriously...the situation was really quite "worrying". we had so little time to prepare for the actual day. oh wells. im so glad it's over..
and anyways. i jus realized i knew much less than i thought i did.
i thought i knew it...
but asked to zip.
in fact i've got nothing.
just trying to butt in.
lol i realized i srsly know very little.about everything. or maybe it's just wat i think. haha there! im thinking too much again. okay okay. i shud just be happy with wat i have =D
wootz~ i've rmbred the six-step and im gonna practice it whenever err....i have the urge to? heh. oh wells. and i've just tried out the song Secret and Lu4 Xiao3 Yu3. the latter needed 3 hands so i asked my father to try the super easy part...but oh wells cant blame him. it was simple for me but for someone who's not exposed to music for most of his life... he did pretty well alrdy. we managed to complete 2/5 of the piece quite successfully after several shots. haha! n it sounded so nice~ it was exactly like the song in the soundtrack. and i tried out the Secret too but it was way too tough. i'll practice it slowly...maybe work on it more after my grd.8 exam... which i hope to do well in.
hmm..i think i nida chiong homework now..
Labels: bboy, breakdance, lu xiao yu, secret, spam
Wang c0nfEssEd at
5:03 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
actually. i still duno wat "B-Boy" stand for. lol. i've been using that term since 2 years ago.. but until now still duno wat it really means. lolall i know is from audition where this "BBoy" game mode means...u form 2 teams and then challenge each other with cool moves. one person do 1 tough move then the others from the opponent team try to mimic. if can then earn points...hm i'll check it out later.
anyways. since my junior and classmate are both suddenly so enthu abt breakdancing...im also trying to learn a bit. i can do a lousy baby freeze, noob 6-step and stupid noob 3-step. hey xining u know actually 3-step is tougher than 6-step la. cos 3 step u hav to keep jumping...but for 6 step u always got at least 1 foot on the ground... so it's easier! hehe xD
ohh i almost forgot! i can do a so-so Handwave and a not too bad moonwalk. haha that moonwalk i learnt so long ago... my classmates were looking at the tutorial for moonwalk some day this wk and i was like..."hey moonwalk u duno?"
loL.
dam funny. they thought i was jus trying to be lame and boast abt something i totally duno.. then they say "u do la! lol"
n then i was like "loL c'mon make space"
then i did it nicely. since the classroom floor was umm very smooth... i did it quite well!
then....*speechless*
haha okay. im not proud or watsoeva... cos i jus started learning all the steps only. n then since that day, i tried quite some moves in class...like baby freeze 3 step and turtle freeze(i still cant do!). loL. then my stupid classmates keep saying..."waa bboy wangchi" blablabla. n they keep going on n on about it. quite stupid but funny at the same time. lols. so um...now i'll try to do a better wave and 6-step.. :D
Labels: bboy, breakdance
Wang c0nfEssEd at
9:40 PM
so um...it's 2 more weeks to exams and im totally hating it. i've got so many concepts that i still dun truly understand. just hope that i can do well.
and maf was last wk so i shant post much stuff related to it... but anyways im quite surprised at how frank and honest one can be when saying wat he/she thinks about other pple. i cant be sure he/she was telling the truth but at least.. it's cool he/she can come up with so many things to say... i wud nvr be able to do that. and also...telling some person who's not so close about who he/she thinks is nice looking. haha. i'll try my best to be more honest and speak my mind...in the right situations of course. hahas.
and uh...there's this After Action Review (aar). almost all in maf-ot are looking forward to it. lol. guess they really starting to miss each other soo soon. but then...i think im the only exception. i totally dun feel like getting involved in anything related to maf anymore...or maybe.. related to comm. im starting to think that im not suitable to be wateva.. yea oh w/e. see how it goes. at least im the worst and im almost ALWAYS punctual except for once or twice. haha yea! that's quite good already...i think? but certainly i think i hav to improve on my laziness.
i've been too lazy to do a lot of stuff. n i've wasted a lot of time jus bcoz im lazy to do anything. n in the end just stoned. and now. isit bcoz im lazy that i hav no interest in watsoeva... sighs...
dotdotdot.. oops i meant deweideweideweideweideweidewei. haha! it's really interesting how she enjoys "dewei". so uh. i've been going around blogs for fun. hmm! i think i shud make my own blog as a anchor point. so...i'll link all those blogs im interested in and start with my own blog when blog-browsing. xD great idea! im such a genius. like this i can also remind myself to keep blogging. haha! goodie..
and uh..so linkies...so i'll do it up now. maybe later i'll go try to find esther's blog again. hmm i bet she purposely dun wan to put in personal info so that ppl wud not come across her blog knowing it's hers. hmm.
xD
Wang c0nfEssEd at
1:34 PM