Saturday, September 22, 2007
okay it's 1.15am now. im getting the old late-night-high/low feeling again. (feel high and low at the same time)normally at this time, i wud feel like doing something fun and exciting. like going out to do some investigation, or catch some bugs. or maybe jus chat with a fren. i love chats with frenz. as in...sit down n do nothing else but chat. or maybe with a snack or two. it's only in this time of the night when one can truly hear wat another is trying to say, and feel the emotions and any unspoken message that was meant to be carried across.
this reminds me....in the last bit of my pri sch days...there was this camp which we went for. me n some of my frenz went around the campsite, and settled down in a dark spot where we could chat without the teachers noticing. ghost stories, scandal gossips, game discussions... it was great! and after that me n my best friend went back to the hall where we slept. we were under this gigantic fan, which was super noisy. he was a bubbly guy who totally couldnt control his excitement...and stayed awake the whole night. perhaps, it was the fan that kept us awake, but it also isolated us from the other miscellaneous noises.
now i wonder, how did we manage to find topics for the whole night? hmm!
but anyways, back to the point. now im not feeling "high/low" now.
it's "low".
is this stress? pple like me hardly get this kind of mood u know...well, let's just say i'm jus feeling down. im starting to miss taking the bus home with weijie. ><
Labels: depression, night, stress
Wang c0nfEssEd at
1:14 AM
