e sEcrEt

songs. =D

2009-03-07T10:10:00.004+08:00

Shocking Facts

2007-12-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

hm. well. this blog is pretty much abandoned. time to move on. yea~

just realized how lifeless i am. not mugger/techie/genius/yandao/talent/wdv. hehe. dat's me.

i actually admire true nerds now,
no wait.
since long ago~!

alright, nvm. i am me! this is how im like. my life has become so, it belongs to me.
so what if im like this. i luv myself.

bye blog. u've helped me much. thx!

karma is interesting.

Hidden Talent

2007-12-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

You have a sexual hidden talent

You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

some quiz

2007-12-01T19:33:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: August 9

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.
In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.
You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Bored

2007-10-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

i Am b0red~

went to some event this morning bcoz of CO. we were supposed to 奏乐 for them to 助兴. it was downright stupid. no shelter somemore and it rained this morning...hope our instruments are still okay after today... sighs. my gd fren calls it "another degradation of hcico". but oh wells. i think it was quite necessary for us to go for the thing today cos it's organized by the alumni... and they invited us to help so must go lor.

the good thing is. they had food for us. plenty for us to pack home too~ and then they supposedly gave us $500 as encouragement. but i heard it's directed to HCI. so i wonder if the school is going to give us the money... haiz. and i think i've got nothing to look forward to yet again. now im not even interested in games anymore~ i wonder what i should do.

jn tp cpsfe...haiz

Last Day

2007-10-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

3L - Rank 6th
what aye HISTORIC ACCOMPLISHMENT

3L'07 rocks! we're made up of many guailankias, 1panda, 2 muggers and just average people!
WE MADE IT!
our rank went like a rollercoaster. 13 -> 16 -> 12 -> 6!!!
We Totally couldn't believed it when MzKoe clicked the mouse. 4L even cheered for us. How cool's that.
TOWER BLOCK plzplz~
wahahaha~

lalala.
Oh yea! It's the last day of school today. Well, officially that is. Still have ter wake up 7am tomorrow and reach school by 8.30! How sad. What can i do~ I'm not bored but I'm sad and sian and becoming sadistic? (i found the killing of zombies in Resident Evil dam cool)

Actually today was supposed to be fun okay! There was Hip Hop Dance this morning for me as End Of Year Activity (EOYA). The dance moves were a bit simple but they can't really teach the hard one cos those would need practice. At least i learnt what a "Lock" or "Pop" is. and we practiced arm wave a bit and i think it improved my original arm wave... at least victor says it looks nice.. now i'll try to combine arm wave with body movement so that the wave goes thru my entire body! and there was this final move which i don't know the name. n victor says it looks like something in Audition. hmm. well it's cool actually...i feel good doing that last move too!

well then, there's this person who's so good at Breaking. he could do windmill la.. T_T

and he kept doing a lot of other moves...im so envious~ well he rocks. only sec 2 i think...wow i can do baby freeze with supporting my leg with my elbow! and i also started to learn this other move from Theodore... where u swing one leg in circles and the other foot just hop on the spot. it's actually quite easy. but needs practice. now i'm even more interested in dancing... well. see where i can learn more from lor.

i wonder if i should try skateboarding...my fren keep asking me to play with him in some skate parks. i had several bad experiences skateboarding last time when i was small...fell down sooo many times! and the skateboard is so old now duno whether it works or not.

o j gffm bcju cfusbzfe [aww]

Yellow Day

2007-10-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

Warning: Innocent Peeps Stay Out Please!

Well. it was indeed a Yellow Day. (黄色)

First off, we had to watch this movie called "Billy Elliot" or is that just the name of this guy in the movie? I'm not sure actually, but it's about this guy who is talented in ballet dancing. But his father and brother thought it was sissy and did not allow him to learn ballet.(his mom passed away) however he got private lessons from this ballet teacher and was encouraged to go to the Royal Dance Academy in London. he made it in the end and everybody were happy.

well this movie is supposed to be something like R something? all because of the language used. My Ultra-Super-Duper lame friend calculated the times the word "fuck" appeared and he reached 43. Well, there must have been more because he's a bit blur? no offense there...

but anyways. there are really sick stuff in the movie. There's this little girl named Debbie who is the ballet teacher's daughter. she was quite close to Billy Elliot. then this day Billy was confused and went to the teacher's house. Debbie and Billy sat on the bed and talked a bit and had a pillow fight. and. this ended with a pose in which Billy was on top of Debbie. and they looked so affectionately at each other that it seemed so likely that something was going to happen. but the mom called and Billy quickly go up and left. then my friend was saying...

"he got the girl covered in white stuff(feathers from pillow) then leave her alone"

sick hor...and there was another part where Billy and Debbie were sitting somewhere after Ballet lesson and they knew that Billy was leaving soon for London. and this was when the shocking moment came.

Debbie suddenly said "If you want, i can show you my Fanny"
Billy replied "no, you're fine"

it was something like that la~ but i cant remembered exactly wat they said.
bet if some of my frens were Billy, they would nod their head immediately. hehe.
then there was also this two scenes where Michael kissed Billy (gay) and Billy kissed Michael back. But Billy is straight la, just that Michael was not. It looked really disgusting...

later on went to watch some Drama/Plays put up by humanities students... i remember clearly there's this scene where this guy was talking to his wife about their future. They were saying stuff like having a family and stuff then i remember this line clearly:

"we can have children. Right Here!" (pointing to the right side of the stage)

then there's also another part where this computer addict was called by his mom to eat dinner. and he keep repeating "im coming im coming im coming" sooo many times
then the last time he ended with "i came" the whole drama center almost exploded~
then besides that got a lot of other interesting stuff but there are too many to mention!

guess that's about it... if anybody need any clarifications on what some parts mean... feel free to ask me! lol

First.

2007-10-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

oh yea. im so dead beat now. my feet are totally exhausted from walking n standing! and i think i am gonna fall asleep anytime soon? maybe a bath will help. but nvm la. tmr no school! so i can relax and do anything i want tonight! whee~

and well. where did i go today! First took bus to Far East plaza and walked around on my own. oh i walked past Sunny bookshop! reminds me of Mz Kala! omg i actually miss my sec 2 days....becoz of Mz Kala?? oh okay wait...i think she's quite nice la since she is "humorous" and open about adult topics...hehe. the only bad thing abt her is maybe...she discriminate Chinese? but im not sure abt that anyways. alright after that i walked to Shaw Plaza and almost walked in when i got called back.

rahh. had lunch...wow i ate quite fast? and then walked around...orchard road...din know whr to go... then went J8? walked around...and i found Willie's MAF gift! muahahaha! then went library... and then read some interesting books...about life ... philosophy ... blablabla
lol then someone showed me this interesting chinese book. with quite some parts describing sex.... i was kinda stunned for a moment before i started laughing... and i couldnt stop! LoL. 1st time i read such sick Chinese description of "those things"... and also found this book that's supposed to teach us english? but then the socks become "sucks" then in the end the question become...
something like "How are normal sucks different from korean sucks?"
hahaha. dam funny lar... the irony!

guess dat's all then~ came home... and ~~tmr no school! soooo happy~~~
TMR GOT SCH?! WAT THE. watch some play and that's it. stupid crap

dinner time... >.<

Oral Defence

2007-10-22T19:45:00.001+08:00

My first presentation without the aid of a powerpoint on a screen. Orr. a script to reference.

well. at least i managed to crap some stuff! though i had totally no idea wat i was saying. then at the questioning part.

i mistook the number 21 for 23 and totally messed it up. c'mon it's supposed to be our final research results.

*&#%*@#%^$#&

switching the numbers 21 and 23 points simply means that i totally flipped everything by 180°

damit! the only GREAT thing is that....

GODDAM MATH PROJECT IS OVER! woohoo!
how cool is that man! i mean. i 've had to sleep 3 hours past my normal bedtime for so many days. it's quite extreme for me alrdy cos normally i slp early. and i seriously dread this project cos i personally find that it's lame. shudn't hav signed up for any special programmes at all. all seem to be crap~

okay la.
*cheers up*

LongHairs

2007-10-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

whee! Lost & Found!

found it in HCI CO room. any takers please contact me in one way or another.

how to claim...we'll arrange a time when we can meet up or smth.

or anybody who loves me can take this as an excuse to meet me! WAHAHAHA

talking abt egoism. LoL. im so much of it these days. lalala~

stupid

2007-10-21T15:46:00.001+08:00

wow. i realized my mood is easily affected. or perhaps by some ppl only.

well. my spirits just got dampened by some stupid reasons. i duno why i suddenly feel so strongly abt it. like wat's the big deal. why do i feel so weird. maybe it's becoz im too bored? but cannot be mah jus went kbox ytd. or isit bcoz too long nvr play game le. damit lar. it's still so early. only almost 4pm. still long time before im sleeping,,,must cheer up!

sighs >.<

(just a meaningless post)

KBOX again!

2007-10-21T12:48:00.001+08:00

KBOX again!

well. i din go today~ it was yesteryday. but i was soooo tired after ytd so i din post.

guess wat... again, i sang the 2nd most (in my room) loL~ dam tiring la. n wats worse. i had to strain my ears first to hear my own voice. so that i can pitch properly. huihua totally din care abt 音准. or maybe he did. gahh i duno. but then. he was quite off... his voice is quite strong leh and can reach quite high notes but just that he like nvr try to sing properly. then nigel's voice is so low... but if he use 假音 then too high. aiyo. and victor sang a lot more this time! maybe cos no more girls then he wasn't so shy anymore. lalalala~

oh wells. n i realized it's either becoz of the cold or bcoz of exhaustion that i cant reach all the high notes after like 20min into the room. at first i can reach dam high one. even the 搁浅 highest note i also managed quite well. but later on totally cannot liao. but then, im not like going for any singing competition or wateva. so no point la. haha. n actually zhikan can sing quite well leh....i think... at least better than many ppl there?
the sad thing is this time dun hav any pros like yoga. loL~

and anyways. for all those peeps who say i sound like jaychou when singing. it's intentional. or rather it was. cos last time i keep trying to mimic jaychou's style then now it's like quite natural alrdy. but then.... it's special wat. and i dun think there's any other special style i wud like to copy. ah du's voice is crap i hate it. any other suggestions...?

and uh... another privilege! im given access to someone's email. but if there are many other ppl who knows it too. wow. if a lot of ppl can log in someone's email then wont it be... veri weird? and uh dun try asking me to tell u who it is. cos i wont say a thing. lala. just a clue: i'm online now. but i dun think it helps much... considering all of u are offline! loL~

and tmr is my math project oral defense. i am so dead. it's gonna be tough. n 100% gonna screw it up. seriously, it sucks.

hmm. i go play msn (nyehehe) or audition le.

Relationships

2007-10-19T22:58:00.000+08:00

Well. was privileged enough to get into another secret blog and 1 password protected post. learnt quite a lot about stuff today. though i've not been that curious anymore... knowing more still feels good. at least i get a bit more well-informed.

but it's quite a sad thing too. got to know someone better. the weird side. the not so good side. wow. im jealous. even if i were him, i dun think i wud hav the guts to do that. indecisiveness. i think i've had a bad experience of it myself. 2 yrs ago? or was it last year. . . i think the timespan was about the same? but mine ended better. in the sense that it wasn't a triangle. oh well... one thing i've learnt is that you should never say "i like you" or anything else which means the same thing, unless you are sure.

hm. today was interesting. found lots of long strands of hair in the co room, while sitting on the floor. decided they belong to rgco peeps. i will be posting the pics of them and if anybody wanna claim it... contact me. oh well that's a bit lame. and oh yea, i've kept the hair... as victor said i shud. well, sounds like im a pervertic sicko. lol it's victor! sorry, but it is you who told me to do it mah.

我好累。

好累。

拨开我的头，把里头掏空。

那我就自由了。

D-Day

2007-10-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

it was a dull/dark day for me

it started with an extreme math paper. the questions killed me brain. then i was alone from 1pm until co practice and it was not bad. though victor was with me for some time. n then dewei. i had the silence i needed.

what happened to me? i was not like this when i got my exam results. there is no reason why i should be Like THIS!

go AwAy! my retarded self.

i am sick of this. i want my life back. mentally dead & almost physically too.
well. posting anything seems too extreme. just wasted 30min typing and backspacing.

actually it's 50min now. well. i'll do something else then

Yes

2007-10-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

Alright. Here's roughly how my EOY exam results are like:

English - A2
Chinese - A1
Math - A2 (doubleunit)
Physics - A2
Chemistry - C5
HumanitiesCore - A2
Humanities(Geog) - C5

Overall: 3+ for the whole year.

4P here i come?
I'm prepared to see the worst.
God.
do it?
or retain me?
i duno..

-deleted-

i await punishment.

KBox

2007-10-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

uhh that's the best image of kbox i can find? haha. wateva. i din really try hard though

so yea KBOX! first time for me! and victor! wahahaha. sorry justin and yeejiunn. cos it wasnt meant to be our outing anyways. haha! singing at KBOX is so fun! or rather actually it was kinda awkward la and maybe it cud be much more fun if val went! she's like kinda noisy. hehe oops!

and anyways. we sang...JJ jaychou tank jolin zhangshaohan etc. a lot of songs seh. i din realize we wud stay there so long la. but anyways. ME n YX were the main singers~ loL. E totally din sing...as in use the mike but Victor tried some songs. they're so shy. and YJ is pro at singing dam high notes la. omg! YJ shud go CSS!! im serious. frankly speaking i've been always looking forward to KBOX outings coz i tot i can sing a bit. but when we were there...it was so cold. i suddenly couldnt sing the high notes la. YX also had the same problem i think. i wonder if they got warm drinks. loL. rarr! i wanna go again. this thing totally hyped me up n i wanna go out more now. loL!

n this is the good point about having few ppl reading ur blog. u can post stuff n not too many ppl will know. lala~ n wow YJ is from ncc. O.O was so shocked. loL. n this is supposed to be a compliment... right? and guess wat! Victor din know YJ's name until we were in the train back home! sighs. so anti la he!

gahh. im a bit tired now. Sang so much. like at least 1/3 the songs i got sing la! n another 1/3 i was humming along or trying to sing too! (edit: fine the last 1/3 i stoned. lala~)

n now im soooo looking forward to Sheng Outing! haha. KBOX rox.

anyways for entertainment:
http://www.news.com.au/perthnow/story/0,21598,22492511-5005375,00.html?from=mostpop
http://www.news.com.au/perthnow/story/0,21598,22569726-5005375,00.html
credits to esther! it's dam cool go try!

Audition

2007-10-15T11:33:00.000+08:00

oh yea. audition~ I've just restarted playing audition. and wow i feel different playing bboy now~ it feels much cooler than when i played it last time. cos now i know wat it's abt!

n i was quite good at it already last time. so it feels great playing bboy now. oh yea~

but anyways. i'm introduced to 2 new modes. Beat Up and errr One Two Part. both are quite interesting. but it's tough, considering it's a totally new way of playing audition. and im not egoing or wat... but it seriously felt weird being so noob suddenly. loL! n it doesnt feel good having SOOO many misses! i've always been aiming for Perfects. now im aiming to just get at least a Bad. rarr. n "rarr" was the most word i used the most yesterday night! loL. grahh. i'll train n beat esther as soon as possible. muahahaha. i can do it!

nyehehe. sorry victor i'm not playing dota much nowadays. but can still play with u la~ heehee. but that is if u catch me on msn~ before yuanchang or esther does!

anyways~ anybody reading this. come join me in audition~ hehe. more ppl more fun. playing with frens is better than with strangers~ oops n i forgot abt video xD.

2007-10-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

As Promised! im spending some time here cos i din go for outing. heeheex. n i am glad i made the right decision! and this is all thanks to the birthday girl today. the one with the Surname "Tan"

u know wat... i still feel dumb being tricked into thinking that's 陈

alright! zhikan jus told me that they all stoned and talked among their own frens. as in ppl of the same gender. loL. duno if it's true la and perhaps he's trying to make me feel better? but anyways. i AM feeling good! haha. now i am EXTREMELY glad i din go! MwaHaHaHa!
oh yea oh yea. i made a right decision. oh yea oh yea~

*switch back to un-high mode*

well this morning's meeting was lame. about 1/3 of the ppl din go! how cool is that. lol justin. disappointed eh? and then uh...discussed some etc stuff abt co. so it was like a warming up meeting. but the bad thing is that SLs got a lot of job allocated.

1)chase COfund
2)collect syf photo money
3)get Sec1s into dazu (daji/sheng/dizi all in liao! suona no sec 1)
4)inform about co practice resume
5)collate holiday travel plans

yea that's all i think.actually it's not a lot la, i can manage de!

video coming soon! xD

Back

2007-10-12T18:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog.

How have you been! I haven't come to visit you for quite some time now, been too busy playing games. Miss me? I take silence as ... a yes. But anyways, I'm so sorry I almost forgot about you. Wow, if that happens, you will be my 6th abandoned blog. No wait, you're the 5th, no 7th, somewhere around there. I can't remember! But then, don't worry. You're just something on the internet, not a living thing, with no emotions. So, you will NOT feel anything at all. I'm Envious.

Well, my exam ended yesterday and most of my papers were screwed up. It was meant to fail us, I guess. Even the Math paper seemed so tough to me, as it did to everyone else. I'll have to work harder next time. And maybe I shouldn't think about it while I still can. Or maybe, am I giving myself too much of a break? There I go again, thinking too much.

hMs. Tomorrow is supposedly the MidAutumnFestivalCommitteeOuting. hMs. I still do not know whether i should go or not! What I hope is that they forgot to tell me about the details and I can just say that I wasn't informed. Won't that be great! Then perhaps I'll spend some time with you again. You better pray for me. Someone just reminded me of what can happen if we go skating!
Picture this in your mind. Person D who might not be so good at skating might accidentally fall. then Person V would definitely be near him and she she will be dragged down and one of them will fall on top of the other. And then, the typical drama scene of "unintentional kiss" occurs! Won't that be so cool! I've never actually seen anything like that before in real life.

Next, do you know, the sheng outing is finally coming. And someone told me that there is a discount in K-Box! That's great, we can go at a low price. So happy.

*smile*

And, I'm almost done with practicing Secret. Hope I can finish it soon and then I'll move on to the 斗琴 songs, which seem to be quite impossible. Wish me luck anyways.

Gahh.

Physics

2007-10-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

WoW! It's Physics test tomorrow.
good day for the PRC scholars

"今天回家可以开始玩 DotA 了啊~" -YueYin

good for him. i still needa revise all the formulas and concepts.
here's the list of equations for the year:

p=mv
f=ma
a=u+v/t
q=pt
q=mc(temp. diff)
pe=mgh
ke=½mv²
q=ml
v=fΛ
t=1/f
f=1/t
s=ut + ½at²
n=sin i/sin r
n=1/sin c
w=force x displacement
w=power x time
p=fv

guess that's all.

and uhh. so long nvr practice my piano exam songs...so noob now. so my piano teacher was pissed today. n so we did more theory today. wow. i realized the existence of chords which consists of:
1,3,5,7,9,11,13
so this means that...when u play every single white key from A to G, you are actually playing the 13 chord of C major!
For example: G,B,D,F,A,C,E (V-13a)

funny right. but it makes the whole thing so complicated. luckily im only required to learn Dominant-13...if not i die.
Example: C,E,G,B,D,F,A (tonic-13) and G,B,D,F,A,C,E,G(dominanat-13) consist the same keys..
How To Differentiate!

arghh. back to muggin

Chemistry

2007-10-03T13:26:00.000+08:00

freakin chemistry paper today was bloody tough! darn it!!

it was like 1000000000000000 times tougher than past year papers! Wat ThE.
Mole Concept - the topic im best at, only had a few questions summing up to no more than 20 marks? and MrChew told us if i we duno mole, half our paper's gone.
Lesson learnt: do not trust your teachers!
i just learnt it the painful way.

well, the most i can hope for is a B3 now.

纳闷啊！

现在一天怎么好想不止24小时了啊……真是度日如年。
现在唯一值得庆幸的就是《不能说的秘密》让我背下来了。
但其实练会了这么简单的歌也不足挂齿。要我爸说呀，就是“半桶水叮噹响！”

咳……觉得好自卑，好差劲呀。

救救我
好吗？

Last Words

2007-09-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

Chinese Exam Paper 1 Tomorrow!

So it's finally here.

*Prays*

ps. another vid up

Final Weekend

2007-09-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Well. 2 more days to the start of the end.
i feel so dead. >.<

dun feel like typing much.

oh wells. anw, i uploaded a new video... quality wasnt very good cos i took it by myself. n my parents were talking somewhere.
n er...i'll probably post some more soon. stay tuned!

An Emo Thursday

2007-09-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

well. first thing in the morning. cats and dogs fell from the skies, luckily after i boarded the bus though. was it my drowsiness or the emoness, that cut off the sense of touch from my nervous system. air-con shooting me, no fattie nxt to me, no jacket. but no chill at all! oh. n saw xingzhi again.

hmm. next thing. discussed abt MCR and other bands/singers with frenz. and they suggested a great replacement for "emo" to describe MCR. "screamo" seriously some songs are really just screaming. bt then, i think the way "Welcome To The Black Parade" was screamed out was quite interesting. i thought there was this desperation, to express, their depression, in all the screaming. and also in the MV, the starting was totally cool. the tv and operation room and all...
anws.. sometimes, it. is. good. to voice out ur feelings. LOUD.

after that, math lesson we were doing revision paper half way and the teacher came to tell me my ace sux. n i duno wat to do. it's beyond salvation. n then i went back to work and felt bad. so i just sang any song that i cud think of and

"when i was a young boy. my father once told me.....
of the broken, the beaten and the DAMNED"

i always stressed that last word. haha. for no particular reason.
im starting to luv the song. the lyrics rock.

hmm...revising the day's activities, it's not so bad after all. but i duno why i've been so down for the whole day. jus got cheered up by victor's comments though. saying im not MSN-dependent... meaning im the same online and in person. haha. nothing too interesting but it's a great to hear.
really!

hmm. nxt post i'll probably post a video. =P

Countdown to Doom

2007-09-26T18:03:00.000+08:00

4 days left to exams
well, I seriously do not feel the urge to mug yet. noooo ><
dead meat.
boo!

2 wks since i got the score.
and, I can play Secret to sound like Secret! wheee =]
a bit more.
yay!

20+ posts only.
but, I'm alrdy feeling tired of posting. sighsss T_T
nida continue.
boo!

9 marks added.
soo, I got nearly A1 for chinese compo. heeeee xD
great news. (to me)
yay!

4pm tmr piano lesson
wth, I told her most likely can't make it. then she told me to sms her last minute arrgghh :@
needa practice.
boo!

30min ago received news.
dat, My worksheets are found. phewww =x
finally it's over.
yay!

>3 pple found this page.
hmm, I don't know whether i should be happy or sad. zzz o.o
oh wells.
boo! yay!

sToopid Boy

2007-09-24T20:13:00.001+08:00

One reason I always ignore my Math homework is. My friggin Parents
Here's what i mean...

Time: 4.15pm
You do a Mathematics worksheet.
You find a problem you can't solve.
You desperately needs advice.
You only have your parents.
You go to them.
You let them have a look.
You ask them about the last part of the question which you dun understand.

Time: 4.45pm
They say it's so easy.
They asked for pencil and paper and eraser.
They let you wait because they wanna watch tv first.
They do the first few parts with quite some effort.
They come to you to tell you it's so simple.
They speak in the "you suck" tone.
They, finally, reach the part you don't understand and asks you what you asked them.

Time: 8.10pm (10min ago)
Finally done!
Discussion between themselves about how "easy" it was.
It's worth cheering, to them.
Gave me the answer...
"I don't understand"
They: *Read out the answer.* (which I just did)
"I don't understand"
They: "Like this."
They: "Like that."
They: "Can Already La!"

worst of all. i hate the "why-cant-you-get-it-stupid-boy" look.

Mz.AngCC rocks~

Psst: it's a little bit exaggerated.

Exercise!

2007-09-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

~ MUSCLES ~ & - Strength -

yea! i need more of them! desperately. for nxt yr's
National All-round Physical Fitness Assessment (NAPFA)

cud get A for inclined up this year but for chin up nxt year. i have 0 confidence. though i did 1 for the pre-test last PE lesson...i think i shud still train up! and I must still eat more.

so. yesterday I went to some open area in my neighbourhood to play badminton with mom. and then nxt to it, i realized there are some nice equipments to train the whole body! so near my house and i din realize. hmm. im not roaming my neighbourhood enough. so my mom promise to remind me often to go and exercise. hehe.

then er...hopefully nxt time chin-up test i'll pwn my frenz. hehe.

Change of Music Taste! Ever since i tried Switch foot, I've been thinking of listening to more English songs. n ppl always ask me to try them too.

so. yea.

My Chemical Romance.

kinda cool. it's impossible to sing along with their songs. but i like it. i wont be straining my voice to reach the high notes anymore...wasting my energy away! hehe. n i like the lyrics of some of the songs too. okay from now on. i'll keep asking around for more english songs and maybe..

just maybe..

my English will improve! LoL!

hmm. wow. i post a lot. much more than others. haha. well. lez jus say i have soooo much to say and write down.
n wow im kinda happy today.

Shy!

2007-09-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

You Are 72% Shy

You are a very shy person, and it has started to impact your life in a negative way.
If you can avoid human contact, you usually do. And as a result, you miss out on a lot.

How Shy Are You?

桂纶镁

2007-09-22T17:12:00.001+08:00

<<不能说的秘密>>
女主角 - 桂纶镁

hm... not really a pretty looking star. she's got the looks of an ordinary person.. and sometimes when she "cries", her face look old and wrinkled. the pic above is the best i could find.

ordinary person doing extraordinary things.

her acting in the movie was superb. or maybe bcoz her role was just like her own personality.
blog reopened!

The Blues

2007-09-22T09:52:00.000+08:00

A random new day started off
Blue morning was first
Calcium was wat i took
Damn, it made me worse.
Eating a piece of bread
Feeling a sense of dread
Going to school now wud actually make me...

Happy

Increasing desperation
Just causes depression
Koz...i duno why
LoL
Men are gifted with the ability to think.
N with that, a variety of emotions
Of them all, half r negative
Point of information - "emo" is negative
Quit button is unavailable
Reason: you'll nida wait for nxt life
Supposedly...
There is one option:
Uhh. hasten the process of reaching ur nxt life!
Valid, but not cool.
Wang wont ever consider it
Xenophobia - a word from Olivier
Yes, it's a nice replacement for Antisocial

I dun wanna reach the end.

alone.

yet.

LateNightTalk

2007-09-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

okay it's 1.15am now. im getting the old late-night-high/low feeling again. (feel high and low at the same time)

normally at this time, i wud feel like doing something fun and exciting. like going out to do some investigation, or catch some bugs. or maybe jus chat with a fren. i love chats with frenz. as in...sit down n do nothing else but chat. or maybe with a snack or two. it's only in this time of the night when one can truly hear wat another is trying to say, and feel the emotions and any unspoken message that was meant to be carried across.

this reminds me....in the last bit of my pri sch days...there was this camp which we went for. me n some of my frenz went around the campsite, and settled down in a dark spot where we could chat without the teachers noticing. ghost stories, scandal gossips, game discussions... it was great! and after that me n my best friend went back to the hall where we slept. we were under this gigantic fan, which was super noisy. he was a bubbly guy who totally couldnt control his excitement...and stayed awake the whole night. perhaps, it was the fan that kept us awake, but it also isolated us from the other miscellaneous noises.

now i wonder, how did we manage to find topics for the whole night? hmm!

but anyways, back to the point. now im not feeling "high/low" now.

it's "low".
is this stress? pple like me hardly get this kind of mood u know...well, let's just say i'm jus feeling down. im starting to miss taking the bus home with weijie. ><

AAR

2007-09-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

i escaped Post-MAF Depression(PMD). but now im having PAD?
or perhaps, actually I was down once i met up with willie and the others. i duno why but anything related to MAF puts me down. weird right...oh wells. and then the AAR also so boring one. it's like an normal meeting jus that it's twice as boring! seriously! or maybe it was cos i din participate in any discussion or wateva.did a bit of my IHC homework and geog mugging.

oops i jus realized i left those there! under the table! loL. oh wells. geog nvm...ihc essay. er...okay la redo lor. no nid too much effort...and hope i can find the worksheet in the IVLE! haha. im so forgetful...xD so shud be no problem la... but then... i duno wat that room is used for... later some other pple go and use...and see my stuff...

i bet they will be OMGWTFLOL@#$(@*#^$
hci worksheet in my school! hm. i think it'll be interesting...xD at least i din leave everything there...i've still got my pencil box and calculator! hehes. and i think i'll have nothing to do with the raffles family in a short period? just like i used to be. hahas.

wow. i just had some fun talking abt wat'll happen when ppl find my worksheets. hah. but anyways...im suddenly down again. it just feels so special today...dun feel like opening my mouth at all. but typing is okay la.

and uh...1st thing i noticed when i stepped inside RGS campus was.

A Piano!

haha i find it extremely cool to have a piano for students to play in a school...just like in my pri sch. haha! i enjoyed it..but it was long ago. 2.75 years in exact.
and wat more. a girl was playing

Secret OST songs:~~脚踏车followed by路小雨~~ edit: it was 路小雨 all along. i jus realized. hehe xD

isn't that cool or wat! n i was so tempted to play the 3rd hand for her loL. sighs...so hard to find ppl to play that song with me... if only HCI got piano la. then it'll be much easier.
oh wells. i'll just hav to look forward to the end of EOYs...then co resume and then i can play it with justin and victor. then also...looking forward to SHENG outing!
whee!

shud i go for the maf OT outing?

Day before AAR

2007-09-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

new font color! hope this fits the background. hehe.

I wonder if they are going to inform us about the time and venue of AAR. Maybe, they expect us to find out ourselves? If nobody tells me, if somebody else decides to skip the session, maybe I'll skip it too. I don't quite like the idea of going to RGS in my HCI school uniform, after school. Perhaps, the venue is changed, then I shall go.

Anyways, I've decided not to modify my previous post, because if I do, it defeats the purpose already. The name list is supposed to be random to there would be the element of surprise. So, I just left it as it is. But, if anybody, who reads this, wants me to change any part of it with a valid reason, I'll do it right away.

So today was supposed to be my piano lesson, but my teacher gave me a call and told me she couldn't make it. So it had to be changed to Saturday or Sunday. I just hope that AAR is not postponed to Saturday! If it is, I have to call my teacher again, I think it is not very nice.

The songs from Secret are great. Easy and soothing. I can put in my emotions while playing 立可白 I/II easily. I think it is probably because I watched the movie a few times and so I can understand the notes quite well, as compared to the other Romantic songs my piano teacher taught me. Or perhaps, the reason I couldn't express those songs well is that I am not mature enough? Sometimes, I have this weird confused feeling, playing those songs even if I had practiced the songs quite thoroughly. Maybe this is what my teacher meant by “比较深奥，你恐怕还不能理解”. Maybe, there are things that really comes only with age. But I am not an expert anyway.

omg, enough of proper writing. there's a chemistry test tmr...so i better go and study now. n i'll log on msn at 9pm! yea! i must persevere. yea.

For Fun

2007-09-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

aiyo. do this for fun la. especially the second part with all the names..hehe
1. the person who tagged you is:
justin

2. the relation w him/her is:
nice senior

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
(a) always look cheerful on the outside
(b) quite motivational talking style
(c) listens to large variety of songs
(d) good at "code-switching" (it's a must..eh?)
(e) cool

4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
too many? yea..n my memory sux. u know. most recent wud be...handphone hanger~ see it everyday lol

5. the most memorable words he/she has said to you:
lots of meaningful stuff but...sian cant quite rmbr. my mind is in a mess now><

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will:
sian NA la

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
aiyo. if REALLY happen..ee.. then he must tell me more things that i duno! haha~

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
try to find out wats wrong?

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
impossible la actually

10. the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
giv him answer sheets to all the upcoming exams

11. your overall impression of him/her is:
good chairman/kind senior/gd fren

12. how you think people around you will feel about you:
worry too much? pessimistic?

13. the characteristic you love about yourself is:
normal person. no extreme characteristics

14. the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
dun like to talk

15. the most ideal person you want to be is:
harry potter!

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them:
you're great.

17. ~~pass this quiz to 11 people that you wish to know how they feel about you~~
List down any 11 names
(this part i'll jus randomly come up with names la..)
1) victor
2) justin
3) esther
4) youjun
5) valerie
6) sitong
7) willie
8) jass!
9) dewei
10) jingying
11) xining. hehe. number 11 de. i so kind to u. xD heh

who is no.6[sitong] having a relationship with?
her books? seems to be a mugger to me

Is no.9[dewei] a male or female?
male

If no.7[willie] and 10[jingying] are together, will it be a good thing?
i dun think they know each other la. but if they do... gd for them. a bit funny. lol

What is no.2[vivien] studying?
his sec 4 syllabus...?

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3[esther]?
minutes ago? or actually now

What kind of music does no.8[jass!] like?
hmm. emo music? lol sent me so many Switchfoot songs...n they sound emo to me

Does no.1[victor] have any siblings?
yea 1 sis. i think

Will you woo no.3[esther]?
AHH. okay la. if i change the name then not much fun liao... okay um...
most probably not la...dun even think will meet again.
lol. so unlucky. u're one of the few who reads this only leh. lol
edit: see first. LOL. sighs..lame question la..

How about no.7[willie]?
loL. yea sure. gay. loL. but i think he belongs to no.8 laa...

Is no.4 single[youjun]?
watches undesirable stuff...so shud be unattached

What's the surname of no.5[valerie]?
valerie teo min yi - xD

What's the hobby of no.4[youjun]?
watch undesirable stuff..haha jk la. rubik's cube and math lor..

Do no.5[valerie] and 9[dewei] get along well?
should be okay la. but not sure...

Where is no.2[justin] studying at?
hci. dots not fun

Say something casual about no.1[victor]
future movie star!

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8[jass!]?
wa lao. i wont betray my gd fren willie...lol

Where does no.9[dewei] live?
takes bus at ny side when he go home but duno whr he live

What colour does no.4[youjun] like?
red - not sure leh. his nick is this color

Are no.5[valerie] and 1[victor] best friends?
not "best friends" la duh.. jus frenz maybe

Does no.7[willie] like no.2[justin]?
uhh. maybe? u nvr know wats going on in willie's mind these days
(if only i put no.7 as vianne and no.2 as dewei la!)

How did you get to know no.2[justin]?
Chinese Orchestra<3

Does no.1[victor] have any pets?
i tink dun hav..nt sure

Is no.7[willie] the sexiest person in the world?
uhh. dun think so. no.9 more sexy la. n shuai. n muscular. n poser. n duck-like. okay no more

oh wells. guess im quite unlucky la hor. but it's fun^_^ hahaha. gd stress reliever. haha whee

End-of-Year Examinations

2007-09-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

I feel the stress everywhere now.
I see it on MSN, at home, on Battle.net, on the bus and of course, in the classroom.
I hear this strange quietness,

Nobody has the mood or energy to talk anymore.

I so hope that November arrives quickly, so that all these things will be over.
I just remembered the SMRP oral defense scheduled early next month.
I am scared.
I flunked the project.
I did not do much at all.
I have nothing to defend.
I am dead meat, for
I will get low marks for Mathematics next year
I MusT study and pray but not play.
I am tired.

Can I stop?

Secret Songs

2007-09-18T15:04:00.000+08:00

i've fallen in love with pieces of paper

i tried justin's favourite song. 小雨写立可白 I & II

omg it's soooo nice. and of course easy~ haha cos i cant play it quite nicely alrdy.
i practiced those songs for a few hours yesterday. i couldnt stop! and well i needed to when time was running out.. and yea back to work.

today was fine.. just that the chinese paper was piece of crap. n im not saying that it's too tough or anything. it's just crap! it's not like some secondary school piece of work at all. the passages given for the comprehension was like some primary school kid composition. the kind which u write about something that happened and u end with a reflection. lame story...totally! and the questions were crap too. all the questions were either direct or common sense questions. maybe i'll upload a pic of it when i get it back. and uhh. 1 person wrote the 2 chinese poems wrongly...as in... we were given the title of the poems then we had to write the whole thing down. then he wrote poem 1 under poem 2 title and poem 2 under poem 1 title. I wOndEr.. if he's gonna pass... since he got 1/50 for a chinese spelling test...he just might get 1/100 for this class test? it's possible. really.
this new chinese teacher came from some neighbourhood sch sooo...er maybe she duno wat kind of questions to set bah. i hope after this compre she realizes that those questions are not really suitable for us... especially for those good in chinese.

and oh my god. AAR is really on Friday! !*&@^#%*&@!^%#!@&*^#$

i'll be wearing school uniform...n present myself as a nerd...hm. maybe i shud purposely do it. then the girls will be a bit stunned? hehe. n then it's in rgs somemore... i nvr go there b4 sia. i wanted to go their school and see last time for the comm meeting but i couldnt make it. now this time i can make it but i dun wanna go! not in my school uniform!! sighs.. i'll just hope for the best... and then i nida rmbr to call dewei shuaiduck. n let vianne see how he reacts...haha! talking abt this i suddenly feel like talking to dewei again. it's suddenly been soooo interesting to talk to dewei. n i realized zhikan is quite sociable too. loL. was tell me how many girls smsed him happy birthday ytd. haha! lucky him to hav bday after maf. lol.

ps. esther: i just restarted posting mah... u can see after my last post in August...there was a long long break. n i duno if i can keep blogging for long. exams coming...so probably no time le. hmm. wonder if u're gonna see this. loL

This blog is Spam. o.O

2007-09-16T17:03:00.000+08:00

"This blog has been locked by Blogger's spam-prevention robots. You will not be able to publish your posts, but you will be able to save them as drafts."

indeed. are all the stuff that come out of me..."spam" is it? of course...it is quite ridiculous... marking this thing as spam... but oh wells. suddenly make me think of how crappy i am.

all i can do is spam.

yay! it's called zi4 niao3. lols. i nvr do it b4..cos i always plan out wat i say properly before saying it.. haha. n that jus points out another of my problems - thinking too much

mass game 2 masters for maf all know i worry a lot. loL. but seriously...the situation was really quite "worrying". we had so little time to prepare for the actual day. oh wells. im so glad it's over..

and anyways. i jus realized i knew much less than i thought i did.

i thought i knew it...
but asked to zip.
in fact i've got nothing.
just trying to butt in.

lol i realized i srsly know very little.about everything. or maybe it's just wat i think. haha there! im thinking too much again. okay okay. i shud just be happy with wat i have =D

wootz~ i've rmbred the six-step and im gonna practice it whenever err....i have the urge to? heh. oh wells. and i've just tried out the song Secret and Lu4 Xiao3 Yu3. the latter needed 3 hands so i asked my father to try the super easy part...but oh wells cant blame him. it was simple for me but for someone who's not exposed to music for most of his life... he did pretty well alrdy. we managed to complete 2/5 of the piece quite successfully after several shots. haha! n it sounded so nice~ it was exactly like the song in the soundtrack. and i tried out the Secret too but it was way too tough. i'll practice it slowly...maybe work on it more after my grd.8 exam... which i hope to do well in.

hmm..i think i nida chiong homework now..

Bboy

2007-09-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

actually. i still duno wat "B-Boy" stand for. lol. i've been using that term since 2 years ago.. but until now still duno wat it really means. lol
all i know is from audition where this "BBoy" game mode means...u form 2 teams and then challenge each other with cool moves. one person do 1 tough move then the others from the opponent team try to mimic. if can then earn points...hm i'll check it out later.

anyways. since my junior and classmate are both suddenly so enthu abt breakdancing...im also trying to learn a bit. i can do a lousy baby freeze, noob 6-step and stupid noob 3-step. hey xining u know actually 3-step is tougher than 6-step la. cos 3 step u hav to keep jumping...but for 6 step u always got at least 1 foot on the ground... so it's easier! hehe xD

ohh i almost forgot! i can do a so-so Handwave and a not too bad moonwalk. haha that moonwalk i learnt so long ago... my classmates were looking at the tutorial for moonwalk some day this wk and i was like..."hey moonwalk u duno?"

loL.

dam funny. they thought i was jus trying to be lame and boast abt something i totally duno.. then they say "u do la! lol"

n then i was like "loL c'mon make space"

then i did it nicely. since the classroom floor was umm very smooth... i did it quite well!
then....*speechless*

haha okay. im not proud or watsoeva... cos i jus started learning all the steps only. n then since that day, i tried quite some moves in class...like baby freeze 3 step and turtle freeze(i still cant do!). loL. then my stupid classmates keep saying..."waa bboy wangchi" blablabla. n they keep going on n on about it. quite stupid but funny at the same time. lols. so um...now i'll try to do a better wave and 6-step.. :D

another post..

2007-09-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

oh wells. suddenly feel like typing some crap again. i'll use a different approach this time.

so um...it's 2 more weeks to exams and im totally hating it. i've got so many concepts that i still dun truly understand. just hope that i can do well.

and maf was last wk so i shant post much stuff related to it... but anyways im quite surprised at how frank and honest one can be when saying wat he/she thinks about other pple. i cant be sure he/she was telling the truth but at least.. it's cool he/she can come up with so many things to say... i wud nvr be able to do that. and also...telling some person who's not so close about who he/she thinks is nice looking. haha. i'll try my best to be more honest and speak my mind...in the right situations of course. hahas.

and uh...there's this After Action Review (aar). almost all in maf-ot are looking forward to it. lol. guess they really starting to miss each other soo soon. but then...i think im the only exception. i totally dun feel like getting involved in anything related to maf anymore...or maybe.. related to comm. im starting to think that im not suitable to be wateva.. yea oh w/e. see how it goes. at least im the worst and im almost ALWAYS punctual except for once or twice. haha yea! that's quite good already...i think? but certainly i think i hav to improve on my laziness.

i've been too lazy to do a lot of stuff. n i've wasted a lot of time jus bcoz im lazy to do anything. n in the end just stoned. and now. isit bcoz im lazy that i hav no interest in watsoeva... sighs...

dotdotdot.. oops i meant deweideweideweideweideweidewei. haha! it's really interesting how she enjoys "dewei". so uh. i've been going around blogs for fun. hmm! i think i shud make my own blog as a anchor point. so...i'll link all those blogs im interested in and start with my own blog when blog-browsing. xD great idea! im such a genius. like this i can also remind myself to keep blogging. haha! goodie..

and uh..so linkies...so i'll do it up now. maybe later i'll go try to find esther's blog again. hmm i bet she purposely dun wan to put in personal info so that ppl wud not come across her blog knowing it's hers. hmm.

xD

2007-07-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

Wow. today was totally awesome! frog jumps. 1.5times of shuttle run. pumping. blablabla. all the shyt exercises. now i cant even walk properly. climbing stairs is hard. but coming down is almost impossible. my whole body is soooo exhausted now.. omg. still nida write 2 ihc essays and practise piano. haha.

but actually this is the kind of lifestyle i wud like...rather than early dismissal and chiong home to pia maple. like my senior said.. i hav "no life". i wish i have something on everyday. then i dun hav time to think abt maple.. actually i think that will be great. maybe cos im too fre...my frens keep yearning for freetime while i just hope that my timetable is more filled up.

but i think since now its the 3rd term now.. i'll probably be more busy with camps..co performances.. and committee involvement. it's gonna be tiring. but at least better than hogging the computer training my HSandHS (cleric in maple). lol

2007-07-17T16:14:00.001+08:00

okay. i think im typing too much for this thing. keeping things short n sweet might be better.

today was quite okay. but im so very tired now. feel like sleeping. ytd night i asked my fren when physics test is n he said "tmr" then i quickly took out my worksheets and textbook to revise. luckily. i memorized all the equations fast enough and i also remembered a lot of unnecessary stuff... for example..wavelengths...uses of the different kinds of em waves..

but then i still got 1 question that i duno how to do in the test paper today. n for the rest..i checked with my classmates and so far...i onli found that i got 1 sf value mistake. which means in total 5 marks deducted. 30/35 is still A1 but i dun expect to get perfect score for the rest...so maybe take away 5 more marks. i'll still be happy with it xD thats an A2. well hope i get at least A2 this term. term 1 got B3 n term 2 got B4... loL my physics sux

n i din register for the ICAS english competition. formally known as australian english competition... we were supposed to register on the emb.. but i mistook it for iGCSE...which i din wan to join. both start with "i" darn. easy ace points.. but i got 9 english ace liao shud be no problem la.

oh n ytd. the campus superstar ll guys suk. most of them cant sing...or maybe they din practise hard enough. 2pple's pitch keep floating away. 1 person sing halfway 真音 and 假音 collide then dam disgusting. 1person pronounce his lyrics like those mentally flawed pple u see on tv. but i think Shawn rocked. his performance was perfect. his physical gestures went perfectly with his great pitching and strong voice. but then. that was the revival round right... but still. they alrdy made it such a long way. shudnt be so noob de lor. so disappointed.

ahh. still got ihc essayS and project to do. due tmr sia. maybe i shud take a bathe and nap for abt 30min b4 i do it. hehe.

2007-07-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

alright. im almost going to sleep. 11.30 now. tmr still nida wake up at 5.55am~ haha i luv this time. 555. 5 = 10 / 2 which seems like "equality and fairness" to me. haha. so 555 looks great to me.

anyway.. so i went out to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix..which wasn't very gd.. but not as bad as i heard pple say it is. maybe if i had a better seat... and not the 2nd row.. it wud be much better. for the whole movie i had to strain my eyes to catch up with the movements cos i was so close to the screen. n i had to tilt my head soo high it was really uncomfortable. thank god the chair was pretty cosy.

n the movie.. i liked the parts where harry n frens were inside the Forbidden Forest. 1st time with hagrid 2nd time with dolores umbridge. n the scene with the centaurs was marvellous. sooo hilarious. n hagrid's brother's sooo cute! ohh n talking abt cute.. i think Cho looks so ugly in that movie. i think the only part suitable for her in the movie was the kiss. loL. maybe. not so bad... but her facial expressions looked kinda fake.

n there were 2 hot characters.. Nymphadora..or maybe she wud prefer to be called Tonks... and.. Loony! (Luna Lovegood) she reallly LOVES good! loL. she keep smiling. the sweet type. no matter wat happens. she's always cheerful abt it. then tonks. the naughty type. she was like messing around with mad eye moody in the early part of the movie. she looks fun. nxt movie there's gonna be more of her.. whee.

anyway after that we chat for so long at kfc until 9.50. so late. but it's been long since i've really had a nice chat. n on my way home. i suddenly enjoyed the tranquility. the serenity of the night. walking alone. the night breeze was so soothing... and everything was so calm. then this thought came to my mind...if only i can enjoy the calmness forever... but just like the world will collapse one day. n that the "End of the World" the silence was broken once i stepped on my doorstep. the tv ranted nonsense. my parents nagged limitlessly. n i had the "back to reality feeling". sighs. so sad. n im tired now.
gdnite bloggy

2007-07-13T20:16:00.001+08:00

like wat the... this is onli the 5th post... got pple found this thing. nooooo. sians. wanted to make this online personal diary... cos the one i saved in my comp i accidentally deleted... so i decided to make an online one... but well. guess i nida post stuff that i can let pple know bah... but at least i wont lose it again...

well talking abt 5th post. actually its not a bad start for me. the lazy me. or maybe it's coz these days quite stressful... >.< today got nothing special happen bah...

maybe... only one thing.. sheng laoshi... came today at last. and i was the onli one he was "supposed to" teach... cos justin "retire" liao.. dots. but at least the gd thing is that i get to use a better sheng.. but to think of it. life's such a cruel thing... life is about time. i came in at sec 1. ignorant of wats waiting for me. n i met this bunch of special seniors... the kind of pple i had never gotten to know.

A cool n comical one. A big round guy who looks intimating..but is actually nice in nature. An inspiringly PRO sheng player. A game expert who is fun to chat with. N the last one.. well he's the only one who knows this site.. n probably the closest to me.. but then i cant think of anything to describe u. u're just great. n we've got only half a year left. oh ya! nxt time i jc1 still can see the 2 of you. haha! i think i'll miss u all. do come n visit me nxt time kay... sighs.. talking abt these... alrdy making me cry la. this is so saddening.

then later on. i get cute lil juniors who might become the next jack neo's filmstar. n they're all great too. except for 1 has left us. n now im sec 3. 2 .5 years have passed.. so quickly. and after 1.5 year im leaving too. darn it. i hate tis.

ahh i havent talk abt wat huang2laoshi said to me...haha he flattered me like siao... said something like... im the one of the best sheng players he has seen.. maybe he hasnt seen yeejiunn.. haha. n he said i shud go learn sheng outside n not waste my 2.5 years of learning sheng. quite possible. but my piano grade 8 exam coming nxt yr n im alrdy running late... some frens alrdy complete grade 8 le... i dun wan to drag it anymore. ohh wells. this is a decision tough to make. maybe i'll go with justin. or maybe not.

n im currently pissed with my parents. kay la sing song. thats the best thing to do now.

2007-07-12T18:26:00.000+08:00

oh well. another day gone n 1 day closer to another weekend.

past 2 days too tired n busy to post anything... hahas. anyways. tuesday was quite crappy. i got seriously humiliated la. stupid staff there...i shall name him F. so sherwin asked me to help take 2 score stands. i went over to them n they discussed duno wat shyt. then that guy said...so u take those 2 stands. n then i said...take to where? n guess wat his response was... he put on that you-are-the-stupiest-idiot-i've-seen look. n he told me to shoo cos i too blur. wtf~ man how am i suposed to know wat to do if he doesnt tell me? who's the blur one! har? loser... then like 5 secs after i went back to sit down n rest... sherwin asked me to hold the door open... so i went... n like WTF! F DID IT AGAIN! "u know how to open door or not?" i almost wanted to go...diam la jibai...and go back to sit. but considering my school's reputation...and more importantly hcico's... i jus said i duno how to open the door but still did it.

n later on zhiyi told me another staff...named by me as F2...kept saying kaninakaninakanina in front of zhiyi. just like scolding zhiyi.. hey c'mon man. u all got manners or nort. bunch of barbarians managing the back stage of the SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL! there's the name of the country inside. how can staff of a national building be like this. i've always been glad i came to singapore cos i thought it is more civilized than whr i lived in china. but this totally put me off.

n today was quite bad too. but at least i can sleep early! wheex. physics lesson was supposed to be 2.00pm-2.40pm but the physics teacher wanted to extend it to finish revising 2 worksheets with us coz physics test is coming. 4.15pm i got piano lesson so i had to leave at 3.15 latest. then she was like..."can! u can go anytime u want. i just want to go thru these so that u can do better in the test. if u dun wan. im fine."

wat the heck. I GOT PIANO LESSON LEH u wan me to stay there n waste my piano fees??!! im not as rich as u okay! and its not like i wanted to go piano lesson. of course i wud prefer to stay there la. then the piano teacher come my house nobody open door for her i no nid to have the lesson. the more i think abt it.. the more im starting to hate that ngsh. n she taught something so obviously wrong today n nobody bothered to tell her. n im 100% sure im correct. so i jus rushed packing my bag and stomped off.

tmr's friday! let it be better. please!

2007-07-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

today was nothing much.. just a normal bad day. n i think my endurance is running out loL so fast. i dun really feel like blogging alrdy.

it was tough waking up tis morning.. i slept at 11+ last night and im gonna do that again for tmr night cos of the stupid syfshowcase thing. my eyes keep closing during chem and chinese lessons. i stayed awake for math cos the teacher kept walking around n i was almost frozen by the aircon in LT2 for geog.

i just came back from a health check up for obs camp.. i had another injection.. it was darn painful bt luckily it was over b4 i knew it. the are whr the pistol was poked in is still feeling soury now.. n my left arm feels weak. n we went to some private clinic la... had to pay so much money... i told my mom say any polyclinic also can she dun bliv. m i that unbelievable? it seems like they dun believe in a single thing i say! n anyways they rarely ask for my opinion. n when they finally did... they wud keep going on n on about why my choice was wrong...blablabla... then they'll only rest when i agree with them. sighs.

n my father dam blur. he ask the female nurse wat to do after the x-ray then she said something n so my father asked me to wait. i asked him wat the nurse said n he said duno. then he went back to ask again n came back n said he couldnt really hear. WHY DIN YOU ASK HER AGAIN! that was my direct response. bt anyways actually i knew wat we had to do.

n tmr is project's semi finals. havent done a shyt. im so gg. oh n i almost forgot. i saw this ny girl at the polyclinic n i had the kind of feeling when u see ur own schmate somewhere unexpectedly. hci n nygh like so close. both chinese schs also. really like 1 sch leh.. i wonder why they separated into 2 schs.. bt actually if they din separate..maybe the sch will become lousy or smth... then i wont be in this sch. haha. everything's possible.

sighs. nida do ihc homework le. the one i din complete ytd.

2007-07-08T19:37:00.000+08:00

2nd post. well. i hope i will lov doing this forever. like i do now. im dead for projects day, ihc HDB project and probably piano as well. how am i supposed to do everything tmr.. sighs. i am screwed. not this year but nxt year... haha. i can still laugh..sighs. at least im going to finish my ihc worksheet by tonight. DEFINITELY hahaha!

and i uploaded 7 pics onto friendster ytd for fun.. nxt time ppl ask me for my pic.. i'll jus use those. they're 2 years back but. i think it's okay. oh man, im getting distracted by the tv. cant blog properly... aiyo oh ya im kinda bored these days. i've got so much to do but i still feel bored. i dont know why. oh and i mapled a bit today...ksed this stupid cleric thoroughly at coolie map cos orbispq too slow le. hehe. i guess he was dam pissed as he kept saying "cc la this my cc fcuk u dun ks" n then everytime he says that i reply with "sry i underage". haha. then all my guildmates who were there as well keep laughing. so fun.

ohh..n i seriously wonder wat we're gonna change for maf this year. having tangc as our teacher i/c certainly makes it tough for everybody. he's practically pulling the whole orchestra down actually. he chose our syf choice piece so late and we had so little time to practise. my piano practical exam also nids at least half a year of practice la. an orchestra wud definitely nid more time cos we nida cooperate with one another.. stupid tangc. for me..i think he's the cause of all hcico's problems la. n i suffered so much depression bcoz of him... no gwh... no japan trip... no malaysia trip... din choose me to syfshowcase purposely... actually just looking at him makes me go mad. he with his ridiculous ringtone... such a loser. hypocritical.. bossy.. fake.. blur.. actually u can put every single bad description on him la.. i jus hate him to the core. if..one day he was to get sacked. i wud ask all my gd frens out to celebrate! wheex. but it's not so possible..

sighs. jiayou bah hcico!

2007-07-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

bleahx. blog blog. well. guess im finally starting a blog...hmph. i thought i wud nvr do it. bt here i am. i seriously wonder whether i'll constant update it or smth. bt i dun think im gonna tell anybody abt this. i'll probably say "im bloggin" when ppl ask wat im doing if i was relaly bloggin at that moment. hahax. n then i'll just keep my mouth shut abt the url. aha` i dun think i wanna have ppl looking at this blog anyways.. i just wanna have a place to rant on abt my poor fate. hope pple wont google "wangchi blogspot" like i do. loL` yea probably not.

n there's so much more to do if i were to tell "publicize" this thing.. i nida link pple up... put some pictures... reply to some tags if there wud be any. and mind wat i say here.. haha. im kinda lazy. n the most impt thing...is... i nida rephrase everything i say here if pple are to read them.
now..1st posts are always long right...

more abt today. well. fine day. with an early start at 730am. it was raining so heavily and my dad drove me to sch. for the co meeting of course. joshua was late for 40min again. how do pple actually do it. of course. sometimes i'll be late too but 40min??!! n 2 times?? wat the heck. n i dun think he's embarrassed abt it...well. the meeting was somehow all abt upcoming events. maf. sec 4 farewell. performances. n someone suggested 2 day 1 night camp for maf. i bet it wont go thru. aha. bt if it does... there's gonna be a lot of planning we hav ter do. had lunch at kap and almost went nygh openhouse. hah~ but i was lazy to go back. so did weijie and zhikan.

"my bro was dam angry. whr got hci ppl carry instruments for others. only the opposite is acceptable"weijie bro. it kinda put me down. so depressing. i've had a similar thought b4 i went to help out the syfshowcase as a backstage crew.. and i convinced myself that it was a good experience. we dun get to roam the backstage of SCH that much...it was gd chance for us to learn from the other schools too. so. i agreed to go. but reality is just ruthless. it keeps coming to my mind...this link between 2 things. losing honours for syf and doing saikang for syf showcase. in simple, i felt a bit humiliated. yj, wjbro, my classmates all made it worse for meee. nothing had seemed straight since my 1st day in hwachong actually. or rather just the major things. but thats a lot. n the fact that tangc got scolded and the gaze of some dunman girls... it was hell. i actually had to force out laughter for all the funniest things i heard that day. n i was dead tired.
after dat, i realized i daoed caitong accidentally. n i so feel like a suker. well it was just the rehearsal. hope the actual day wont be so bad. >.<