Saturday, July 7, 2007
bleahx. blog blog. well. guess im finally starting a blog...hmph. i thought i wud nvr do it. bt here i am. i seriously wonder whether i'll constant update it or smth. bt i dun think im gonna tell anybody abt this. i'll probably say "im bloggin" when ppl ask wat im doing if i was relaly bloggin at that moment. hahax. n then i'll just keep my mouth shut abt the url. aha` i dun think i wanna have ppl looking at this blog anyways.. i just wanna have a place to rant on abt my poor fate. hope pple wont google "wangchi blogspot" like i do. loL` yea probably not.
n there's so much more to do if i were to tell "publicize" this thing.. i nida link pple up... put some pictures... reply to some tags if there wud be any. and mind wat i say here.. haha. im kinda lazy. n the most impt thing...is... i nida rephrase everything i say here if pple are to read them.
now..1st posts are always long right...
more abt today. well. fine day. with an early start at 730am. it was raining so heavily and my dad drove me to sch. for the co meeting of course. joshua was late for 40min again. how do pple actually do it. of course. sometimes i'll be late too but 40min??!! n 2 times?? wat the heck. n i dun think he's embarrassed abt it...well. the meeting was somehow all abt upcoming events. maf. sec 4 farewell. performances. n someone suggested 2 day 1 night camp for maf. i bet it wont go thru. aha. bt if it does... there's gonna be a lot of planning we hav ter do. had lunch at kap and almost went nygh openhouse. hah~ but i was lazy to go back. so did weijie and zhikan.
"my bro was dam angry. whr got hci ppl carry instruments for others. only the opposite is acceptable"weijie bro. it kinda put me down. so depressing. i've had a similar thought b4 i went to help out the syfshowcase as a backstage crew.. and i convinced myself that it was a good experience. we dun get to roam the backstage of SCH that much...it was gd chance for us to learn from the other schools too. so. i agreed to go. but reality is just ruthless. it keeps coming to my mind...this link between 2 things. losing honours for syf and doing saikang for syf showcase. in simple, i felt a bit humiliated. yj, wjbro, my classmates all made it worse for meee. nothing had seemed straight since my 1st day in hwachong actually. or rather just the major things. but thats a lot. n the fact that tangc got scolded and the gaze of some dunman girls... it was hell. i actually had to force out laughter for all the funniest things i heard that day. n i was dead tired.
after dat, i realized i daoed caitong accidentally. n i so feel like a suker. well it was just the rehearsal. hope the actual day wont be so bad. >.<
Wang c0nfEssEd at
8:04 PM
