Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Wow. today was totally awesome! frog jumps. 1.5times of shuttle run. pumping. blablabla. all the shyt exercises. now i cant even walk properly. climbing stairs is hard. but coming down is almost impossible. my whole body is soooo exhausted now.. omg. still nida write 2 ihc essays and practise piano. haha.
but actually this is the kind of lifestyle i wud like...rather than early dismissal and chiong home to pia maple. like my senior said.. i hav "no life". i wish i have something on everyday. then i dun hav time to think abt maple.. actually i think that will be great. maybe cos im too fre...my frens keep yearning for freetime while i just hope that my timetable is more filled up.
but i think since now its the 3rd term now.. i'll probably be more busy with camps..co performances.. and committee involvement. it's gonna be tiring. but at least better than hogging the computer training my HSandHS (cleric in maple). lol
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8:30 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
okay. i think im typing too much for this thing. keeping things short n sweet might be better.
today was quite okay. but im so very tired now. feel like sleeping. ytd night i asked my fren when physics test is n he said "tmr" then i quickly took out my worksheets and textbook to revise. luckily. i memorized all the equations fast enough and i also remembered a lot of unnecessary stuff... for example..wavelengths...uses of the different kinds of em waves..
but then i still got 1 question that i duno how to do in the test paper today. n for the rest..i checked with my classmates and so far...i onli found that i got 1 sf value mistake. which means in total 5 marks deducted. 30/35 is still A1 but i dun expect to get perfect score for the rest...so maybe take away 5 more marks. i'll still be happy with it xD thats an A2. well hope i get at least A2 this term. term 1 got B3 n term 2 got B4... loL my physics sux
n i din register for the ICAS english competition. formally known as australian english competition... we were supposed to register on the emb.. but i mistook it for iGCSE...which i din wan to join. both start with "i" darn. easy ace points.. but i got 9 english ace liao shud be no problem la.
oh n ytd. the campus superstar ll guys suk. most of them cant sing...or maybe they din practise hard enough. 2pple's pitch keep floating away. 1 person sing halfway 真音 and 假音 collide then dam disgusting. 1person pronounce his lyrics like those mentally flawed pple u see on tv. but i think Shawn rocked. his performance was perfect. his physical gestures went perfectly with his great pitching and strong voice. but then. that was the revival round right... but still. they alrdy made it such a long way. shudnt be so noob de lor. so disappointed.
ahh. still got ihc essayS and project to do. due tmr sia. maybe i shud take a bathe and nap for abt 30min b4 i do it. hehe.
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4:14 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
alright. im almost going to sleep. 11.30 now. tmr still nida wake up at 5.55am~ haha i luv this time. 555. 5 = 10 / 2 which seems like "equality and fairness" to me. haha. so 555 looks great to me.
anyway.. so i went out to watch harry potter and the order of phoenix..which wasn't very gd.. but not as bad as i heard pple say it is. maybe if i had a better seat... and not the 2nd row.. it wud be much better. for the whole movie i had to strain my eyes to catch up with the movements cos i was so close to the screen. n i had to tilt my head soo high it was really uncomfortable. thank god the chair was pretty cosy.
n the movie.. i liked the parts where harry n frens were inside the Forbidden Forest. 1st time with hagrid 2nd time with dolores umbridge. n the scene with the centaurs was marvellous. sooo hilarious. n hagrid's brother's sooo cute! ohh n talking abt cute.. i think Cho looks so ugly in that movie. i think the only part suitable for her in the movie was the kiss. loL. maybe. not so bad... but her facial expressions looked kinda fake.
n there were 2 hot characters.. Nymphadora..or maybe she wud prefer to be called Tonks... and.. Loony! (Luna Lovegood) she reallly LOVES good! loL. she keep smiling. the sweet type. no matter wat happens. she's always cheerful abt it. then tonks. the naughty type. she was like messing around with mad eye moody in the early part of the movie. she looks fun. nxt movie there's gonna be more of her.. whee.
anyway after that we chat for so long at kfc until 9.50. so late. but it's been long since i've really had a nice chat. n on my way home. i suddenly enjoyed the tranquility. the serenity of the night. walking alone. the night breeze was so soothing... and everything was so calm. then this thought came to my mind...if only i can enjoy the calmness forever... but just like the world will collapse one day. n that the "End of the World" the silence was broken once i stepped on my doorstep. the tv ranted nonsense. my parents nagged limitlessly. n i had the "back to reality feeling". sighs. so sad. n im tired now.
gdnite bloggy
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11:31 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
like wat the... this is onli the 5th post... got pple found this thing. nooooo. sians. wanted to make this online personal diary... cos the one i saved in my comp i accidentally deleted... so i decided to make an online one... but well. guess i nida post stuff that i can let pple know bah... but at least i wont lose it again...well talking abt 5th post. actually its not a bad start for me. the lazy me. or maybe it's coz these days quite stressful... >.< today got nothing special happen bah...
maybe... only one thing.. sheng laoshi... came today at last. and i was the onli one he was "supposed to" teach... cos justin "retire" liao.. dots. but at least the gd thing is that i get to use a better sheng.. but to think of it. life's such a cruel thing... life is about time. i came in at sec 1. ignorant of wats waiting for me. n i met this bunch of special seniors... the kind of pple i had never gotten to know.
A cool n comical one. A big round guy who looks intimating..but is actually nice in nature. An inspiringly PRO sheng player. A game expert who is fun to chat with. N the last one.. well he's the only one who knows this site.. n probably the closest to me.. but then i cant think of anything to describe u. u're just great. n we've got only half a year left. oh ya! nxt time i jc1 still can see the 2 of you. haha! i think i'll miss u all. do come n visit me nxt time kay... sighs.. talking abt these... alrdy making me cry la. this is so saddening.
then later on. i get cute lil juniors who might become the next jack neo's filmstar. n they're all great too. except for 1 has left us. n now im sec 3. 2 .5 years have passed.. so quickly. and after 1.5 year im leaving too. darn it. i hate tis.
ahh i havent talk abt wat huang2laoshi said to me...haha he flattered me like siao... said something like... im the one of the best sheng players he has seen.. maybe he hasnt seen yeejiunn.. haha. n he said i shud go learn sheng outside n not waste my 2.5 years of learning sheng. quite possible. but my piano grade 8 exam coming nxt yr n im alrdy running late... some frens alrdy complete grade 8 le... i dun wan to drag it anymore. ohh wells. this is a decision tough to make. maybe i'll go with justin. or maybe not.
n im currently pissed with my parents. kay la sing song. thats the best thing to do now.
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8:16 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
oh well. another day gone n 1 day closer to another weekend.
past 2 days too tired n busy to post anything... hahas. anyways. tuesday was quite crappy. i got seriously humiliated la. stupid staff there...i shall name him F. so sherwin asked me to help take 2 score stands. i went over to them n they discussed duno wat shyt. then that guy said...so u take those 2 stands. n then i said...take to where? n guess wat his response was... he put on that you-are-the-stupiest-idiot-i've-seen look. n he told me to shoo cos i too blur. wtf~ man how am i suposed to know wat to do if he doesnt tell me? who's the blur one! har? loser... then like 5 secs after i went back to sit down n rest... sherwin asked me to hold the door open... so i went... n like WTF! F DID IT AGAIN! "u know how to open door or not?" i almost wanted to go...diam la jibai...and go back to sit. but considering my school's reputation...and more importantly hcico's... i jus said i duno how to open the door but still did it.
n later on zhiyi told me another staff...named by me as F2...kept saying kaninakaninakanina in front of zhiyi. just like scolding zhiyi.. hey c'mon man. u all got manners or nort. bunch of barbarians managing the back stage of the SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL! there's the name of the country inside. how can staff of a national building be like this. i've always been glad i came to singapore cos i thought it is more civilized than whr i lived in china. but this totally put me off.
n today was quite bad too. but at least i can sleep early! wheex. physics lesson was supposed to be 2.00pm-2.40pm but the physics teacher wanted to extend it to finish revising 2 worksheets with us coz physics test is coming. 4.15pm i got piano lesson so i had to leave at 3.15 latest. then she was like..."can! u can go anytime u want. i just want to go thru these so that u can do better in the test. if u dun wan. im fine."
wat the heck. I GOT PIANO LESSON LEH u wan me to stay there n waste my piano fees??!! im not as rich as u okay! and its not like i wanted to go piano lesson. of course i wud prefer to stay there la. then the piano teacher come my house nobody open door for her i no nid to have the lesson. the more i think abt it.. the more im starting to hate that ngsh. n she taught something so obviously wrong today n nobody bothered to tell her. n im 100% sure im correct. so i jus rushed packing my bag and stomped off.
tmr's friday! let it be better. please!
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6:26 PM
Monday, July 9, 2007
today was nothing much.. just a normal bad day. n i think my endurance is running out loL so fast. i dun really feel like blogging alrdy.
it was tough waking up tis morning.. i slept at 11+ last night and im gonna do that again for tmr night cos of the stupid syfshowcase thing. my eyes keep closing during chem and chinese lessons. i stayed awake for math cos the teacher kept walking around n i was almost frozen by the aircon in LT2 for geog.
i just came back from a health check up for obs camp.. i had another injection.. it was darn painful bt luckily it was over b4 i knew it. the are whr the pistol was poked in is still feeling soury now.. n my left arm feels weak. n we went to some private clinic la... had to pay so much money... i told my mom say any polyclinic also can she dun bliv. m i that unbelievable? it seems like they dun believe in a single thing i say! n anyways they rarely ask for my opinion. n when they finally did... they wud keep going on n on about why my choice was wrong...blablabla... then they'll only rest when i agree with them. sighs.
n my father dam blur. he ask the female nurse wat to do after the x-ray then she said something n so my father asked me to wait. i asked him wat the nurse said n he said duno. then he went back to ask again n came back n said he couldnt really hear. WHY DIN YOU ASK HER AGAIN! that was my direct response. bt anyways actually i knew wat we had to do.
n tmr is project's semi finals. havent done a shyt. im so gg. oh n i almost forgot. i saw this ny girl at the polyclinic n i had the kind of feeling when u see ur own schmate somewhere unexpectedly. hci n nygh like so close. both chinese schs also. really like 1 sch leh.. i wonder why they separated into 2 schs.. bt actually if they din separate..maybe the sch will become lousy or smth... then i wont be in this sch. haha. everything's possible.
sighs. nida do ihc homework le. the one i din complete ytd.
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6:17 PM
Sunday, July 8, 2007
2nd post. well. i hope i will lov doing this forever. like i do now. im dead for projects day, ihc HDB project and probably piano as well. how am i supposed to do everything tmr.. sighs. i am screwed. not this year but nxt year... haha. i can still laugh..sighs. at least im going to finish my ihc worksheet by tonight. DEFINITELY hahaha!
and i uploaded 7 pics onto friendster ytd for fun.. nxt time ppl ask me for my pic.. i'll jus use those. they're 2 years back but. i think it's okay. oh man, im getting distracted by the tv. cant blog properly... aiyo oh ya im kinda bored these days. i've got so much to do but i still feel bored. i dont know why. oh and i mapled a bit today...ksed this stupid cleric thoroughly at coolie map cos orbispq too slow le. hehe. i guess he was dam pissed as he kept saying "cc la this my cc fcuk u dun ks" n then everytime he says that i reply with "sry i underage". haha. then all my guildmates who were there as well keep laughing. so fun.
ohh..n i seriously wonder wat we're gonna change for maf this year. having tangc as our teacher i/c certainly makes it tough for everybody. he's practically pulling the whole orchestra down actually. he chose our syf choice piece so late and we had so little time to practise. my piano practical exam also nids at least half a year of practice la. an orchestra wud definitely nid more time cos we nida cooperate with one another.. stupid tangc. for me..i think he's the cause of all hcico's problems la. n i suffered so much depression bcoz of him... no gwh... no japan trip... no malaysia trip... din choose me to syfshowcase purposely... actually just looking at him makes me go mad. he with his ridiculous ringtone... such a loser. hypocritical.. bossy.. fake.. blur.. actually u can put every single bad description on him la.. i jus hate him to the core. if..one day he was to get sacked. i wud ask all my gd frens out to celebrate! wheex. but it's not so possible..
sighs. jiayou bah hcico!
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7:37 PM
Saturday, July 7, 2007
bleahx. blog blog. well. guess im finally starting a blog...hmph. i thought i wud nvr do it. bt here i am. i seriously wonder whether i'll constant update it or smth. bt i dun think im gonna tell anybody abt this. i'll probably say "im bloggin" when ppl ask wat im doing if i was relaly bloggin at that moment. hahax. n then i'll just keep my mouth shut abt the url. aha` i dun think i wanna have ppl looking at this blog anyways.. i just wanna have a place to rant on abt my poor fate. hope pple wont google "wangchi blogspot" like i do. loL` yea probably not.
n there's so much more to do if i were to tell "publicize" this thing.. i nida link pple up... put some pictures... reply to some tags if there wud be any. and mind wat i say here.. haha. im kinda lazy. n the most impt thing...is... i nida rephrase everything i say here if pple are to read them.
now..1st posts are always long right...
more abt today. well. fine day. with an early start at 730am. it was raining so heavily and my dad drove me to sch. for the co meeting of course. joshua was late for 40min again. how do pple actually do it. of course. sometimes i'll be late too but 40min??!! n 2 times?? wat the heck. n i dun think he's embarrassed abt it...well. the meeting was somehow all abt upcoming events. maf. sec 4 farewell. performances. n someone suggested 2 day 1 night camp for maf. i bet it wont go thru. aha. bt if it does... there's gonna be a lot of planning we hav ter do. had lunch at kap and almost went nygh openhouse. hah~ but i was lazy to go back. so did weijie and zhikan.
"my bro was dam angry. whr got hci ppl carry instruments for others. only the opposite is acceptable"weijie bro. it kinda put me down. so depressing. i've had a similar thought b4 i went to help out the syfshowcase as a backstage crew.. and i convinced myself that it was a good experience. we dun get to roam the backstage of SCH that much...it was gd chance for us to learn from the other schools too. so. i agreed to go. but reality is just ruthless. it keeps coming to my mind...this link between 2 things. losing honours for syf and doing saikang for syf showcase. in simple, i felt a bit humiliated. yj, wjbro, my classmates all made it worse for meee. nothing had seemed straight since my 1st day in hwachong actually. or rather just the major things. but thats a lot. n the fact that tangc got scolded and the gaze of some dunman girls... it was hell. i actually had to force out laughter for all the funniest things i heard that day. n i was dead tired.
after dat, i realized i daoed caitong accidentally. n i so feel like a suker. well it was just the rehearsal. hope the actual day wont be so bad. >.<
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8:04 PM